ERASERHEADS REUNION CONCERT

Well it has been more than 24 hours now since EHeads' heated concert last night at The Fort Global City Open field and I was so damn happy to be part of it. Take note, as a VIP guest. Nyahahaha (A heartfelt thanks for Marcus for including us on his VIP list --- uberthanks).

As everybody knows, the concert was put to a sudden stop. huhuhu. Ely can't continue with the concert anymore due to physical and emotional stress he has gone with as mentioned by his sister and the concert promoters 20 mins after the first set. I almost dropped my jaw to the soil. It was just 15 songs yah know! We are still waiting for Pare ko, Magasin and Huling El Bimbo. But reality bites. Ely's health is much more important ofcourse. Despite of everything that had happened to Ely's family, he still put up a strong face coz THE SHOW MUST GO ON!....and I loved Ely more just because of that. He could have finished it ofcourse with flying colors.... Good thing, he is now stable and his health condition is improving at Phil. Heart Center.

To sum it all, the concert was an A-OK + all thumbs UP mainly because of these good reasons.

• It didn't rain at the Fort unlike at some area such as Caloocan and QC.
• We had a really good-almost-few-meters-spot away from the stage. (Thanks Ayeth and BJ for saving it for us)
• We got IN at ZERO COST!!! (Again thanks Marcus for adding us on your VIP list) and most especially....
  
• Seeing that 4 HEADS reunite once again! Whew!!! A total BLAST!
  

Surely, there will be another round. Raymund, Buddy and Markus voiced it out in one of the interviews I saw from the TV news. Yihhhheeeee! *Can't wait*

Bits and pieces of memories of yesterday's concert still playing in my head. hehehe

Here are some links of pictures and videos from fellow E-fans.

- One Pink Star
- Ross in the city

Tagged by Chelsea

four places i go over and over

• Bangkok!!! (been longing to visit it again! :-(
  
• Makati (new office but same place :P)
  
• bahay (opkors)
  
• Mall/movie house/resto sa Trinoma
  

Four people who e-mails me regularly

• My boss (before - gets?)
• Business partners and clients
• Friends
• Online subscriptions and Spams
  

Four of my favorite places to eat?

• Coffee Bean
• Chowking :P
• Mary Grace and
• Contis
  

Four places you’d rather be?

• Beach
• Bangkok (where food and shopping is)
  
• somewhere green and relaxing
• Mall
  

Four TV shows I could watch over and over.

• Dawson's creek
• Charmed
• Sex and the City
• Any reality show

Four people I think will respond.

• whoever reads this.....hey, your tag! :P

Decisions

The whole month of August, I made MAJOR decisions for myself. Well, almost everyday, I made decisions. Typical example is, either to take the cab going to a place or just take a ride via MRT/LRT. What dress to wear for the day or what food to eat...and goes the petty list of decisions and ofcourse choices I have on my plate. And so, here's some of these decisions I made ...(well, I decided not to list all :P)

- Changed my blog template
- Career move (Whew! this one was tough)
- Sport a new hair style! (It's officially curly :P)
- Who to prioritized first?
- Cost cutting (Need vs Want *sigh*)
- Almost deleted my friendster account and
- Etc. :P

Actually, I have so much to share and put in writing but was too lazy-lazy-bored-lazy-and-lazy to do IT.
So most of the time, I ended just surfing the net (as usual) and play PC games (as often as possible).

Maybe it's time to decide on spending my time to a much-more-sensible-good-worthy stuff like......hhhmmmmmm......cleaning my closet??? hahaha!!!! That I need to accomplished while I'm on my so-called-week-long vacation before I start my new job on a new office ofcourse next month! Yippee!

ho-hum

still not that sleepy so i tried this one....



ho-hum...need to get some rest.

Pink is for Pink

I bought a new bidet for our comfort room...and it was PINK!!!!





Matches the pink tiles. Loved it! hihi.

Because He has been.....

I got this last Friday morning....sweet isn't it?



But the KILIG meter did not hit 100%...mainly because He has been an A so he sent me this. (damage control?) Duh?!!!! What if he's not acting such? Will i still get this?!!!!
Oh well....good luck to me.

But at least He never stops surprising me in his own sweet-little way.

Finally...something FRESH

Yeah I know....it's been ages since the last time i posted an entry. There are a zillion reasons why i don't bother to key in even a word on this page. But now, just let me shove off the cobwebs and do this.

Aaaahhhh, Finally, this is something FRESH.
Well, I just thought that it's about time to get serious on my long pending "must-do-it-plan" and start with the basic which practically is =====> D-I-E-T

And when I say FRESH...i meant this:


OMG! I think I'm gonna enjoy this eat-all-the-green-ish-leafy-garden-crops-til-you-be-a-goat-y-lass, provided, it taste really sumptuous like this. Plus the fact that It was me who prepared this!!! (I'm just proud of myself. Hihihi. )

Bottom line...it's Hmmmmmmm......Yummy!!! :P

I will worry about the exercise later!

hahaha....procastinating...again? *wink*

I am "Y"

A: "Ikaw ang "Y" sa buhaY ko.

me: "Huh?"

A: "Sabi ko, Ikaw ang "Y" sa buhaY ko.

me: "why?"

A: "Dahil, hindi makukumpleto kung wala ka sa buhaY ko. BUHA na lang sya....Oh, di ba? Ang panget. Hehe

me: "Ngee!!!! Corny ah! Hahahaha"

*but, i was kilig todo....secretly*

Accomplishments

Since my rig's HDD crashed, i failed to update this blog. So several things happened and events has passed. But now that i have this rig up and running once again, i can't wait to post entries! Whooot!!! whoott!!!

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If things went rough between individuals, there will be SILENCE. If you want to break the silence, just give me these! *wink*

and this....

Hehehe...very typical girl.

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Beep (part 3)

• Step 1 = DONE
• Step 2 = DONE
  
• Step 3 = DONE
  
• Step 4 = upcoming *wink*

Finally, Step 3 is over. I now have my Non-Pro Driver's License. *talon-talon*
Still have to practice a lot to be more confident and relax on the road. hehe
For Step 4, this will take some time for sure but i will try hard to accomplish it.

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As promised, here's my final verdict. Eleven Minutes is a great, entertaining, enticing and educational romance book. I found part of me that somehow relates to the main character. Bottomline, This book is worth reading. You should try it too.

Now, I'm busy reading this....

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I'm glad and proud as well because, slowly, I am learning Photoshop on my own! *wide grin*

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Lent is the season most people contemplate about their lives, things they've done and things need to be done. For some, they find this season a time to relax and enjoy their vacation on various tourist destinations. But for me, this should not be the only time for us to reflect. Everyday, we should put Christ in our lives and be a good sheep to his herd. We should not waste each sweat, tear and blood Christ has paid for our sins. We should carry our own cross and follow HIM.

Yes I am no perfect, but i'm trying to be as good as I can.

To my Savior, thy praise and glory are yours now and forever.

*silence*

Back on Tracks!

Yes! Finally, my rig is up and running now. Got a new HDD. Bigger space than before. One thing though, my other RAM is sort of tiring out. :-(

Geezzz, should I need to buy a NEW set now? That's a No-NO!!!
Got to save for next month! :P

Me excited!!! Whoot! Whoot!!

Bottomline, I'm happy coz i have my PC back! Just need to tune other parts. hehe

Hiatus

For some technical pickle, i will not be able to post entries. So my blog will be on slight-Hiatus-mode. :P

This is just a sneak post made here in the office.

Waaahhhh.....i'm still working my ass out. :-(

How much time do you have?

This is what i am reading when I have my spare time. Like when I travel from home to office and vice versa. Or simply when I'm just plainly killing time.

Maria is the name of the main character here. She's a Brazilian local who grew up in a small town, discovering things by herself. According to her, often times, their country is misspelled with a "z" when in fact it should be with an "s".

For her, love is terrible! And the little experiences in life taught her that no one own's anything, that everything is an illusion.

Will give my full review after i finished this book. :-)

The best

Of all the Halo-halo I've tasted, this is the BEST!!!

Thumbs up!!! Tongue's OUT! Yummy indeed.



Milky Way's Halo Halo is only P99 per serving.
Milky Way is located at Arnaiz Ave, Makati City. Their Bagoong Alamang is also great!!! It makes their Kare Kare a dish you'll never forget. They sell it at P160 per bottle. Take note, they always run out of stock. I am not fortunate enough to get one every time I visit their store. :-(

Beep (part 2)

• Step 1 = √
• Step 2 = √
• Step 3 = upcoming *wink*
  

Step 2: Thanks to Mang Nel of Socialites, Makati. :P

To complete Step 3, I need to practice more. Already talked with Mang Jun and Mang Rei about this. They both agreed to assist me so I can get my license the soonest!

I'm excited! *wide grin*

Whew! I just realized....

I no longer have my Labandera.....waaaahhhhh!!!
It's been a month now. *sad face*
For every two weeks now, I rely on laundry service near our place. It's P28 per kilo. Not bad for the service is ok. My clothes smells really nice and clean.

But today, yes today, since I'm trying to cut cost...i tried to wash all my "pambahay, jogging pants and pantulog". Ang hirap pala! Whew! Partida, the washing machine did the washing ofcourse, but the rinsing part was done manually. Huhuhu. My back ached...ang Hirap pala kahit magbanlaw lang? *haba nguso*

Guess next time...i'll just have to deposit all my used clothes at the laundry service.
*Sigh* Ilang kilo kaya lahat aabutin? *esep mode*

Trip ko lang...

I want to explore and try NEW things....

so i got these.....hihihi



Oks ba? *wink*

Events in My Dec. 2007

Here's a glimpse of what has transpired with My Dec. 07. May all of us be blessed and have a safe welcome celebration of 2008. Cheers!!! Check out pics from the ff. links below.

1. Dec. 4, 2007 : Watchguard Reseller Night
2. Dec. 5, 2007: Esther's 2nd Anniv Celebration
3. Dec. 6, 2007: Basky and Luching's Wedding, Basky-Lei
4. Dec. 15, 2007: TTNL's Outreach Program at RAC
5. Dec. 18, 2007: Nexus' Christmas Party
6. Dec. 24, 2007: Party with Family and Relatives
7. Dec. 27, 2007: My Birthday

Midnight Buddy

Late at night when i'm feelin' sleepy and tired but need to finish something, i call on my favorite buddy to stay with me til the wee hours of the night! *wink*



Yum! Yum! :P

Temper

Woke up at 11AM. Played some worship song. Prepared my breakfast. Ate it while having conversation with my Mom then...BOOM!!!

I lost my temper!

I must have woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

*Sigh*

Another long vacation...

YeS! Four (4) days that I can spend either for socializing, soul searching (ei, not the mumu ha!), relaxation, family bonding, etc. Anything I want to do under the sun! hahaha! *talon - talon*

To start, yesterday, our office let us out earlier than the usual however, since i have to meet A, leaving office early was of no use. So, I stayed an hour and half more at the office and picked A at Ayala. We had dinner at Bacolod Chicken Inasal at Paseo Center. Chinkey joined us too and we had a good night laughing about things, people, experiences, etc. Imagine, we were only 3 as a crowd but oh boy, we filled the dining area of our endless mirth.

From Makati, the 3 of us headed to Rockwell as Chinx wanted to get a new bag from Sapato Manila. Too bad, the store were already closing and Chinkey can’t remember the exact loc of the shop. After having the guts to ask one of the guards, we finally found the store! Yes!...But, lights were off. :(

Oh yeah, that’s life…Rockwell closes at 9pm. The 3 of us thought that it closes at 10.

So off we go. Got a cab and instructed the driver to bring us to Greenhills. A got a compli tix at Klownz Greenhills. We ejected Chinx somewhere near Guadalupe for her to pic a cab going to her nest. I just hope she got home safe. (nwei, she can take care of herself...ayt Cadz?)

While inside the cab, my feet throbbed so I searched for my shoebag where i hid my pair of havaianas only to find out that it was missing…waaaahhhhhh!!!

A left it in the other cab we rode from Makati to Rockwell!!

My goodness, It’s havaianas!!! It’s even more expensive than my pair of Charles & Keith! ( coz I got them on sale!!! Hehehe) But still, it’s Havaianas!!! *faints*

Ayt, nothing more I can do about it. A should and SHOULD get me a new pair! I am really DEMANDING for it! He better get me one the SOONEST! HMP!

Nwei, we came in at Klownz almost 10PM. There were 5 comedians on stage and a thick crowd cheering and beaming in response to the host's jokes. Since we came in a bit late, we ended getting a not-so-good seats somewhere on the side. So, we ordered some swigs + pork sisig.

The gay comedians really got talent! Even Jose Manalo of Eat Bulaga and Tuesday Vargas added more sizzling fun and hilarious green jokes all through out the night. Though I lost my havaianas, the hosts made my night (even my morning) right.

Hep, I got another compli tix scheduled on Nov. 4. Anyone wants it? *wink*

Beep

Yehey! Step 1 accomplished. *talon-talon*



Me excited for Step 2.... *wink*

On the other note, i felt bad coz imagine, i payed P143.00 when in fact the amt reflected in my receipt was only P142.63. Yes, it was just 37 cents...
Now, assuming that there is an average of 1000 people who will apply for Student's license for 1 day, when you do the math there will be a total of P88,800 instant "kurakot" money for one (1) year.

0.37 x 1000 = 370 in one day
370 x 5 = 1,850 in one week
1,850 x 4 = 7,400 in one month and
7,400 x 12 = 88,800 in one year

Whew! tsk tsk tsk...

My new Crush (hihi..KiLiG!)

While browsing the web, particularly You tube. I was actually looking for the video of Rihanna. Her hit single "Umbrella", coz i haven't seen it yet. but then i came across to this very pretty and talented girl. Her name is Marie Digby. Geez, I like her so much. Aside from being pretty, she can play the guitar very well and the piano too. She has this very sweet, captivating voice. Haaaaayyyy, mega crush ko talaga sya.

She has done her own song rendition of songs of Nelly Furtado, James Morrison, Linkin Park, Maroon 5 and others. 'Cor's she has her own original songs too. And because of that, i downloaded her songs....yihaaa.

Actually, I first heard a similar version of KC Concepcion that she sung at ABS-CBN's Sunday's Best entitled "From Paris to Pinas". hmmm...well, acoustic versions are really fascinating to listen.

Here's Marie's video of Umbrella...

Just killing time.....

And because Moks tagged me...e

FOODOLOGY

Q: What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. Caesar

Q: What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A. jollibee and Hot shots

Q: What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A. aaaahhhh….. yung chinese resto @ chitlom sa bangkok

Q: On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. 20 pesos :D

Q: What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of it?
A: adobo and barbecue :P

Q: What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. basta may pineapple

Q: What do you like to put on your toast?
A. sugar

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TECHNOLOGY

Q: What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A. Me and My honey….pero yung mukha ko ang mas obvious :P

Q: How many televisions are in your house?
A. isa lng

BIOLOGY

Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. right-handed

Q: Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. White hair…hehehe

Q: What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A. di ko na binuhat, mabigat eh…

Q: Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. di pa naman

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BULLCRAPOLOGY

Q: If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. kung pwede, why not so I can prepare

Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A. something na pwedeng panlalaki ang nickname

Q: What color do you think looks best on you?
A: pink, white and black

Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. so far wala pa.

Q: Have you ever saved someone’s life?
A. hmmmm….yes. Yung ant, inalis ko minsan sa tubig so di sya nalunod..:P

Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
A. might be…just don’t know how and who


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DAREOLOGY

Q: Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A. sisiw…money down!

Q: Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000
A. wak na uy

Q: Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. NO DEAL!!

Q: Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. hmmmm…..Higher banker pls…

Q: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. Nah! NO deal

Q: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a humans life for $1,000,000?
A. Never ever will I take someone’s life.


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DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
A. tissue

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A. *shrug shoulders*

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A. nenolium over cement floor (tama ba spelling?)

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A. stand

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A. active, 4

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A. none

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A. hmmm….di ba dapat grow old ang tanong?

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8?
A. can u please explain further?
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LASTOLOGY

Q: Friend you talked to?
A. about what?

Q: Last person who called you?
A. Butch…asking me where I was

Q: Person you hugged?
A. Last? Si Mae ata or si Randolf

Q: Person you kissed?
A. Si Mokong

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FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
A. 3

Q: Season?
A: Christmas

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CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
A. Old friends

Q: Mood?
A. tired

Q: Listening to?
A: tv commercials

Q: Watching?
A. Natutulog ba ang Dyos

Q: Worrying about?
A. career path

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RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
A. CR

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A. out of country vacation

Q: What’s the last movie you saw?
A. Surf’s up

Q: Do you smile often?
A. a Lot

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A. dependot
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TAGOLOGY

Q. Tag five people and explain why you're tagging 'em.

1. Meanne – she always update her blog
2. Cadz – she might use this as her time-out from work. :P
3. Larry – baka lang trip nya palipas oras
4. Bernard – lagi mo kasi sinisilip mga posts ko eh..mag-blog ka rin
5. Randolf – Asa pa! hehehe

The Birthday that was....

All the while, i told him that there will be no present for him on his birthday. And as the "pakunswelo" i promised, i made him 3 e-Cards. Yes, A for effort toh! I did take time to browse and customize 3 eCards. But knowing this ever papansin creature, (kunwari pa daw he was just checking on me...pero wag ka, he just wanted me the first to greet him a happy birthday!)
Duh!!! Di makapaghintay. So, para naman hindi mapahiya ng konti, i just simply greeted him a "happy birthday".




To make the gimik more effective, i bought 2 birthday cards from the bookstore (sunday, Sept 16) and i chose the one saying

outer message:

"sorry ha, wala talaga akong regalo para sa iyong kaarawan....card lang na bumabati ng Happy birthday kaibigan..."


Inner message:

"Samantalang yung iba, patext-text lang!"

So, the 18th was a busy day for me attending to meetings outside the office and doing my regular routine at work. He picked me up few minutes past 6. Outside the office, i told him that we go home straight (but that was part of the plan to make him pissed...hehehe). I made an excuse that I wasn't hungry. And yes! I was successful making him irritated.

We are walking past our bldg when i blurted out that I have a surprise for him. Quickly, his eyes glittered as if nabuhayan ng loob that he will not go home empty handed. So, i gave him this small cute greeting card. Hahaha! I can still remember the disappointment on his face as he finished reading it.

So as we stride the street going to corner streets of Dela Rosa and Amorsolo, i can't believed he blustered about me not doing any effort of getting him any descent gift apart from the eCards and the actual Birthday card...Ranting that "mabuti pa yung mga inaanak mo, hindi mo nakakalimutan bilhan ng gift, samantalang ako! Ako! BF mo naman ako! Anu ba naman?!"

Tsk tsk tsk...super kawawa...hehehe. Nakisama pa ang bad weather that night. It rain hard and we had a hard time getting a cab as well. That time, i'm thinking of bringing him to TOSH because of the cozy atmosphere and the place is normally not to jam-packed. But the rain+no gift+time+hunger made Mr. Swave wavy 100x upset. (Hihi. Me just smiled and was relaxed waiting for the ride to come).

After 20mins or so, still no empty cab. So when came an FX, i immediately hailed it. Plan no. 1 which was to go to TOSH, suddenly disappeared and replaced by us going to Giligans for a few swigs. But since i like to have some pasta, Mr. Wavymoks suggested for us to go to Italianis instead.

So off we went to G3. Good heavens, A has a 500 worth of GC at Italianis. Haha! The Certified Mr. K talaga (stands for Kuripot) Sticky rice...yeah boy bring it on! *wink*

So inside the resto, we ordered some salad, pasta, fish and fruit shakes to share to fill our growling tummies. While waiting for the food to be served, A checks on what's inside my Charles & Keith paper bag. Cors, i told him it's my Charles & Keith shoes. But he kept on checking on the other stuff inside until he discovered my little secret, wrapped in a National bookstore plastic bag. Hay, super pakialamero talaga. So keen on checking any gift for him. So, the plan of making him 10 million super bwisit did not happen. Nonetheless, when he opened the box, napawi agad ang lungkot sa mga labi ni Mokong at napalitan ng matamis na ngiti. hehehe

Cors i had something for him that he surely likey...and can be used in the office. I've been thinking of it for 3 months!

And when we're almost finished eating, the waiters sung a medly of cool and kwela birthday song for him and gave him a birthday plate with 2 scoops of vanilla ice cream topped with 1 blue candle and scribbled the word "Happy Birthday Adrian!"

Nwei, the day served it's purpose. I hope you had a very happy birthday Honey....mwah! mwah! mwah!

TGIF

Father, thank you for the morning tears...
Thank you for the lesson...
Thank God, it's friday!!!
Now i just have to work *counting in fingers*.... approx 5.5 hours...
*sigh of relief*

Alarm

Wattaf**k!!! Again???!!!! Again???!!!! Grrrrrrr........

Sure....my temper vault is filling up extremely fast now.....Good Lord, please help me.

Have a break...

If one of the commercials says " Have a break...have a K_T_aT....."


then, I would rather say "Have a break, have this ==>

*wink*

New baby

His name is Patty. The newest addition in the family.
Why Patty? Coz he's yellow. Sort of related to Hepatitis. Cut the letters "Pa-ti" so now, it's Patty! Har har har. *Toink* Watta not-so-brilliant way to baptized a toy. Nwei, we (I & HoneyMoks), got him from the amusement center. Timezone to be exact. hehehe. Together with the sweet mallows and variety of candies and chocolates plus chips at the Candy Factory. *scratch head* Mmmmmm....Did I remember it right? Oh boy! Poor memory.
Nonetheless, yes, we hit the Jackpot. Well, Isn't he adorable? Aaaawwww...

YES!

Last Sunday, Aug. 19, 2007, I made the BEST DECISION in my life.

YOU are my one and only GOD.

Rain

It has been a year now. The same season when i almost fall into a sweet trap silently woven by each hour i spent in vain. It was the same season...raining.

As the rain fall steadily since yesterday, it brought memories of past circumstances i never imagined that made me both smile and cry at the same time. Sent me under temporary insanity. That let me afloat and revived the highschool "kilig-ness" I had before. But this incident too, made me understand what i really want. I came to realization that curiosity and keeness to seek for affection will not always leave you with happy endings.

Yes, the warmth of touch will linger. The gentle brush of lips will seal the truth. The willingness to cross borders will always bring soothing excitement. But how long can we play this game? What will it offer?...Danger.

You're too damn dangerous for me to have. And I won't even give it a try. I shouldn't.

Contentment is the answer.

I am very very very happy with what I have NOW.

Who cares?

Is there any certain standards we have to follow when being in a relationship? Are there rules set that should guide one when the time has come? Should it conform with what should be "accepted by public"? Or should family dictate it for you? Or should friends always have to be part of one's decision in taking a YES or NO?

Relationship...meaning You & Me. I am definitely referring to a relationship between a man and a woman. Relationship as in being LOVERs or being soon-to-be-Lovers.

Now the question is, why oftentimes we are afraid of putting IT onto the next level? Why most of the times, we get intimidated of what OTHERS might say or what OTHERS might think? Family matters and so are Friends. Maybe what they say will give a damn intensity to our decision of what type of relationship we want to have. But still, it will boil down to between YOU and ME. Not THEY, THEM, WE (in general sense of all people you know).

Yes, I completely understand that we always believe or better say, we always wanted to have a fairytale-like romance. That boy meets girl...blah blah blah and they live happily ever after. But these are in books. Hello???!!!! In fairtytale books. We aint no princessess or princes. There aint no fairy that will help us get rid of the witch who wants to screw our lovelife. There aint no author who can write about chapters of what should be on the pages of our life. The author is simply yourselves. And the editor?...maybe the almighty is.

Anyways, to be or not to be in a relationship is always a choice. And it is always someone's right to have a one. Now to make it right, is up to us. It should be YOU and ME that will allways matter. The US, that should make it right no matter what people say. Even family and closest friends. Who cares? 'Cors they will surely care...but until only to a certain point. The choice and happiness still lie at your very own hands. It's up to you which choice to take and what type of happiness to pursue.

I can say, Relationship is simply not simple.

Hesitation

Often times, I like to write things that's going on my mind. Questions, curiosity, anxiety, stress, mood swings, happiness, excitement, etc. Almost everything that I feel like writing about. But often times too, i just let it slip my thoughts and forget about putting it down to words, phrases, sentences and even symbols that people can read onto. I think one big factor, why i dont write my insanity is when Hesitation strikes. One thing I am sure of is that, yes, I want to share a part of what I am thinking and what I am feeling. But reality bites that I still can not fully reveal what's within me. Guess I still want to be a sort of "mystical-lady-ish-puzzle-like-lass". Cloaking, that's what I call it.

While lack of Time is the 2nd big factor. I am always chasing up time. Time, timing....Oh boy, i am very poor at it. (Let's not go down in details why I said so. Ok? I'll reserve it on another post. )
Nwei, on my way back and forth to work and home, normally, I muster topics i can write about on this not-so-often-visited/read-blog but repeatedly fail to blot it down. Imagine, how can you write while you are struggling to get a better space inside the LRT or MRT? Not a good time huh? Or, how can you comment on something that you see in the mall, when you're passing a thick throng of heads busy to get to their respective places? And as soon as you get home and still have that little energy to power on your almost-dusty-rig....violah...your brain was basically empty.

I guess timing, persistance, willingness, passion...is all i need to get my letters going.

Oooppss...it's time to visit dreamland.

Zzzzzzz.....

Does size matter?

Does size matter? Guess not! For Xia Shujuan, LOVE matters.

She first married Bao Xishun, last March 26 at Chifeng City, Inner Mongolia but wished to have a traditional Mongolian wedding ceremony too today, July 12, 2006.

Bao, who is 2.36m tall (7' 9") was recognized as the tallest living man by the Guinness Book of Records. His wife, Xia Shujuan, is two-thirds of his size and almost half his age. Xia Shujuan is 29 years old and 1.68 m (5' 6") high.



Hmmm, guess Size and Age did not matter to this lovebirds. And one good thing about being famous too is that they almost get everything for free. Their wedding was sponsored by atleast 15 companies. From the dress, shoes and even up to the liquor drunk at the wedding. Geez, whatta blessing.

Nwei, for typical individuals like us, we have to work our ass out to afford all the elegance and or expenses needed for the big day! Whew! Save all the penny you have NOW! hehe

Well, enuf surfing...that's it for the evening.

Simpson's fever

Came across Orange Jooz's site and tried one of the Simpsons link posted there.

Just another way to waste time. hehe.

Why not try this link and create your own Simpson avatar too. *wink*

7-7-7

few minutes from now 7-7-7 will soon end.
just that I thought I was lucky...there it was...guess I ain't Lucky enough.

*sniff*

Breathe

I want to scream through words how happy I was a while ago...
Now, I want to sealed my lips and tied these fingers not to reveal how sad I am right now...
Such a sudden twist of emotions...just like that...yes, just like that...

A blink of an eye. One snap. That's it.

How coward, how stupid, how obscure, how immature, how ironic...
Confusing, futile.

The paradox of my insanity...

Hope I will soon be free from this temporary insanity...
Hope the soon be sooner...

Listen

"Stolen"

Dashboard Confessional

We watch the season pull up its own stakes

And catch the last weekend of the last week

Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,

Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grant farewells

Crush the best one, of the best ones

Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration

One good stretch before our hibernation

Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in the highest heels

You are the best one, of the best ones

We all look like we feel

You have stolen my

You have stolen my heart

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'tis my new song background. hope blog hoppers will like it.

To You, yes you have stolen my heart. And it will be yours forever.

Naks! Ahihihi.

Lakbay

*Sigh* This is a proof that I'm a certified home buddy. Guess, i need to move my feet to places especially vacation spots here in Pinas.

Next year's project:
1. Create my own list of travel destination
2. Save a-lot-of-money for spending spree

p>

My Lakbayan grade is C-!

How much of the Philippines have you visited? Find out atLakbayan!

Created by Eugene Villar.

Cuddly Pal

Finally, my search has ended. I found her. My "new" friend. Yeah, I know.... i'm 27, and I admit I still have a heart and yearning of child for a doll that i can sleep with at night. *roll eyes and shrug* So what???!!! I'm not ashamed of this childish thing.


Nwei, I've been looking for a small, cute stufftoy for months. I don't like teddy bears. Though, they're cute and they come in lotsa colors and accessories, still, they didn't ring the bell. I am looking for something that is not so bizarre, but not too mundane either. *gulo* hahaha.




By the way, I named her Zooyac. Cor's A gave her to me. He even get a male version of it. (Thanks a bunch Hon...*tsup*) His name is Gangtee. Now, If you're wondering why on earth we named them these....it's none of your damn business!!! *bheh* But isn't it....Odd? Hahaha, maybe. But it's kinda nice to my ear. And pls. don't argue okie? All I care is that she's so soft, she's cute and i like her. She's sleeping with me for 2 nights now. *wink-wink* More N nights to go.

Huwat!!! I was tagged

Yeah, yeah...Cadz, ikaw ang may sala nito *toinkz*

Well, I am not really in the mood for writing any of my thoughts...it was so darn obvious, isn't it? My posts get to be so seldom but hey, i still do blog hopping and reading posts from friends. And because I continue such routine, here I am, scribbling some (not all) of my thoughts since I've been tagged by this ever busy+busy+busy gal. *Sigh* I really do miss you a bunch Cadz. *frown*

Nwei, to continue with the game, here's 6 weird things about me.

1. I can't sleep with out lights.
--> Yes. I can't breathe well, if all is black in a room. There should always be a lampshade or a light from an altar light bulb will do.

2. I am not afraid from rats/mice, cockroaches, lizards and frogs.
--> Boys will never enjoy to try to scare me with these creatures! A big sorry guys. hehe. You'll never hear me scream just like the others. Bheh!

3. I dont like marshmallows, jelo and other relative food.
--> Yes, that's true. I dont enjoy chewing these food. Feels like I dont have teeth. I want crunchy foods. Yung tipong tumutunog pa as I chew them. hehehe.

4. I love to eat Cornick+mayonaise+vinegar!
--> Big time! hahaha...yummy mixture. Try nyo rin. *wink*

5. I kept a journal of WWF idols like Bret Hart, Hulk Hogan and Ultimate Warrior.
--> Kamusta naman ito? But honestly, yes, I was a wrestling addict fan...BEFORE. It brings me smiles and giggles whenever i remember this mini journal. I dont collect magazines nor posters but I do write about my comments every wrestlemania match, every royal rumble, Rivalries and WWF stars. Bret Hart was my all time favorite. I even cut an id-size picture of him and sticked it on my school ID when I was still in secondary school. It stayed on my Id for a month or so, until the gate guard noticed it and asked me to take it off. I was so sad at that time. And hey, I even cried a lot whenver my Dad switch tv channels on scheduled airtime of WWF.

6. I can't play the hoola hoop.
--> Geez, this was one game I never learned to play when I was a kid...and even until now. hahaha. My waist and hip are not designed for such craft.


So there! My 6-a-bit-shameful things about me...hahaha.
Now, I am tagging you

- Acer
- Meanne
- Jack Sparrow
- Jots
- Lei
- Larry

It's ur turn guys! :P

which supervillain are you?

Your results:
You are Poison Ivy

Poison Ivy 67% Dark Phoenix 60% The Joker 59% Dr. Doom 59% Magneto 55% Lex Luthor 54% Apocalypse 53% Mr. Freeze 51% Riddler 50% Juggernaut 46% Mystique 46% Venom 44% Catwoman 42% Two-Face 38% Kingpin 37% Green Goblin 30%

You would go to almost any length for the protection of the environment including manipulation and elimination.

Click here to take the Supervillain Personality Quiz

Star's says

Hmmmm.....I am really thinking now. *esep-esep*

My Choice

Today, I exercised my right. My choice to elect whom i think will make a difference and will serve my country right. I hope the rest did the same thing, especially the "thinking" throng.

Sa 'yo Juan dela Cruz, goodluck! Nawa'y tupdin ng mga mahahalal ang kanilang pangako para sayo, sa akin,....sa atin.

Still here

Yes, I know. It's been a long hiatus.

But hey, i'm still here...alive and kicking.

What's keeping me busy? 'Cors, work! work! work! work! work! Aaaaarrrrrrggghhhh.

W O R K !!!

and this.


Really been a Scofield addict since Season 1. But honestly, season 2 did not excite me the way season 1 did. The storyline was too slow and not very intriguing. It only peaked when I reached episodes 12 onwards. Season 1 made me stay wide awake 'til 4am but season 2 set me in a mood of ' just-let-me-watch-it '. Nonetheless, i will surely wait for this ===>

Haaayyy, I so heart this guy. (kilig) His eyes, lips the whole face...ahihihi. Too mysterious yet so darn sexy.
If looks can really kill....i'm dead now.
Hey, If I will get pregnant, will keep a wall mural of Wentworth's face at home and stare at him every tick of the my idle time so that my child will look a-lot-more-like-his-handsome-ness! ahihihi.

Ohhh...My dear Wentworth.

But ei, of all the characters, T-Bag keeps me well entertained. *wink*




Next in line.... H E R O E S

Infected

Kakaloka ever!

This was the first phrase I had on my head when me and Adrian finally decided to get a copy of Yeng Constantino's album entitled "Salamat".



Yes, I am a fan. And I am proud to be one. Also, I admit, I am infected by Yengster virus. nyahahaha. *shrug shoulder*

Well, Yeng has been my favorite since the first day of Pinoy Dream Academy. I like her personality, her passion for music, her style, her childish attitude, her own way of being kikay, the way she sing and her great acumen in song writing. For me, she's the young female version of Ogie Alcasid. Lufet!

Guess what? I also spent several Peso on text votes whenever she's nominated for eviction. Hahaha.

Eh ano naman! I want her to be the grand winner eh.

Sabihin na nilang medyo jologs ako, eh yun ako eh.

As long as I enjoyed her music "C A R E" ko. I would rather spend my money on Filipino music than those offered by International artists. Download na lang ako ng mga song nila than to boost their sale. Hehehe. Definitely, I will continue patronage on OPM.

Looking forward on PDA Season 2!

*wink*

She

Thanks to M.Y.M.P, our path crossed.

Promise me, you'll keep in touch.

See you friend...

Saya

I went to





Pictures here.


Saya to the max!

Patch

Of series of events that happened since friday, of actions and blunders that occured because of "this" and "that", and because of the constant arguments between Time and Money, I am so so glad now that the tide has subsided. Things are back to normal as well as the lines that was shut off for almost 35 hours.

Tears were outshined by giggles that at first were soft until it roared into laughters.

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REBELLIOUS ACT.

- Not worthy.
- Is selfish.
- All about "I", "me", "myself".

But how about others? Did I consider "you", "your", "they", "them"? NO. Because all I care is "listen to me", "understand me", "think of me". As if giving orders to FOCUS on me, and only me!

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REALIZATION.

- Should not take long. Prolonging make things a-lot-more complex.

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SORRY.

One of the Three most difficult words to tell but very gratifying if answered back with FORGIVENESS.

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COMMUNICATION

Spells out so simple yet so complex. Can be written into one word but can create more than a-thousand-and-one ways to deliver. And more than a-thousand-and-one ways too to interpret.