Horoscope for the Day

It's Jan. 28, am still sleeping...then my cell beeps...

Woke up by the alert....it's 6:24 am....(then i thought "Oh, it's a working Saturday today")....checked the msgs and it's the usual horoscope i am religiously receiving from Globe.

"Your Free Horoscope is --- Capricorn: Even if the current circumstances look gloomy, have a little faith. Eventually, they're destined to reach a happy ending. The universe just needs some time to work out the perfect way to turn this situation around."

then i smiled....went back to get another few minutes of sleep...snooze the phone to remind me that i should get going later coz i need to work. :P

Oh, it Hit Me

• The tension of opposites?

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you should never take anything for granted."

"Love wins. Love always wins."

• About Family

"The fact is, there is no foundation, no secure ground, upon which people may stand today if it isn't the family."

• About Emotions

1. "Learn to detach."

Buddhists say: "Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent."

"But detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. On the contrary, you let it penetrate you fully. That's how you are able to leave it."

2. "If you hold back on the emotions --- if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them ---you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails.

3. "Same for loneliness: you let go, let the tears flow, feel it completely --- but eventually be able to say, "All right, that was my moment with loneliness. I'm not afraid of feeling lonely, but now I'm going to put that loneliness aside and know that there are other emotions in the world, and I'm going to experience them as well." DETACH.

• About Aging

"Aging is not just a decay, you know. It's growth."

*more pages to go through*

I'm now halfway through the new book i'm reading (Tuesdays with Morrie).

Enjoyed almost each flip of the page and the insights about life that this book is offerring.

Personal inputs to follow. *smile*

Horoscope for the Day

beep beep...

*checked my phone*

Your Free Horoscope is ---

Capricorn: It's ever so tempting to rush wildly into new commitments and adventures and to make some life-changing decisions to get the bad taste of recent events out of your mouth.

Don't. Move cautiously instead.

* put the phone down *

* thinks *

then...

* Sigh *

:: Mind says = WDF! tsk tsk tsk ::

PacMania

Read on regarding a respected American columnist's glorious review of our Filipino hero's magnificent performance. Something we can all be proud of...

PacMania

And I'm Proud to be PINOY!

What D F^$k !!!

Geez, any reason why my fingers are tapping keys on my keyboard, that i really don't have any idea.

Of why I clicked the link of "create post", i'm clueless.

Duh?! Of reasons, why, why, why....endless why(s)!

Do we really have to have reasons in every move or every single act we make?

Tada...yada....Kzztttzz....Damn! *smiles sweetly*


What's with me?! Hahaha, only the psycho spirit who envades my inner soul could answer.


Here's a dare.

Anyone would like to try to decipher what's going on with my mind now?!

(enghzz, as if many will read you blog and place their comment?! C'mon, be realistic gal!)

Yes, Finally!

Finally, i made it. Enrolled myself to the gym for a month.
Had worked out for 2 consecutive nights now, mostly cardio.
Yehey! The feeling was good.

But not that good after all, for i'm having another emotional perplexity.
Up to what extent, i'd rather not talk about it here.

Will just try to devote more time for thyself and keep my butt as busy as a bee.

I know, i can handle things and situation. For i MUST and SHOULD do things ON MY OWN.

ciao for now. :P

Yikes! I'm getting FAT!

O_oh, geez, am getting big. It was getting very obvious now. Friends keep on telling me that I gained weight! Oh, and my belly now protuding even when i have not taken anything yet! *sigh*

Must have been the holiday feast I've gone through and still on going up to now. Can't help but chomp what ever food i feel like eating. From chocolates to chips, marshmallows, fruits, 'balot', spaghetti, fries, rice and more serving of rice! Gosh, no wonder, am getting big! :-(

Actually, while bloggin' my thoughts out and having such rant on me-getting-big blues, am munching on a "Pringles"...once you pop, you can't stop :P

Oh, I really have to have control...or else i might end up having double chin and triple curves on mid-section.

How I wish all these excess fats would go the breast, hips and buttocks. :P Needed it on those areas. Ha ha ha.

So, need to have some crunches and sensible exercise on my "priority list" in preparation for summer. 'Cors, i don't wanna end up wearing white T-shirts and shorts at the beach :P

Yada! Yada! Don't talk..Work and have it Done Ei Es Ei Pi (ASAP)

Some Good Things Never Last

A Merry Christmas, A Wonderful Birthday, A Happy New Year!! To sum it all 'twas a GRAND HOLIDAY.

First, Mah wish came true. Second, bonus as it is, that I've spent the holidays with my honey.

So much happenings, parties, and gatherings had passed. So much to do but so little time to make them all happen.
Even failed to find time putting such events here at my blog. Had lots of pictures to show or share but days ran so fast that putting them here, will appear to be so so late and irrelevant to date.

Staying for 3 weeks, He tried to make the most out of each day, each hour, each minute and each second he has with me. Served all surprises he had and planned just for me. (aarrgghh...teary eyes...drip, drop...drop...goes down the tears on my cheeks)

From kikay stuffs to dinner, parties, movie and even the book I wanted to have. Loved all the presents I received from him. All the surprises he had for me. Ooh, He still knows how to knock me off my feet.

The feeling was overflowing that seeing him go this morning is killing me softly. Tried to cloak the desolution of him leaving once again. Of reasons I'm still trying to comprehend.

He Flew back to BKK at 11:30am. I tried to act as if everything is fine. As if he was just a casual friend whom I bid goodbye. As if I'm very used at this scenario. Yes, it had been 3 times now. And on the 3rd time, I admit, it still feels like the first time.


Suppressing the nostalgic fever never helps. And writing is the best medium I can get as my refuge. Missing him so much. Longing for him each and every tic tacs of the clock. Checking on my cp to see if he's safe, and ofcourse, going on almost gaga just to hear his voice once more. Not minding on texting and calling him even at my cost.

Geez, 8 months apart, 3 weeks of patching things up…enough..but still not enough. Now am back to the start of "Mastering The Art of Waiting" but now in "Volume 2".

Up to when and what day will our eyes meet again, I really have no idea. (sigh) Up to when and what day will I feel his warm embrace again, that I'm looking forward. Up to when and what day will I locked his lips to mine, that I'm dying to happen soon. ( sigh x 10 )

If another surprise will it be, I know it will be different from the last but much more extravagant.

Looking back, Barbara Streisand's song "Some good things never last" ring the bell on my head...(can relate only on the title but not on the whole lyrics). But 3 weeks as it is, it had been the happiest 3 weeks of my life so far! ( wide grin )

Contented, Overwhelmed, Happy --- I loved the way he make me smile.

Next time, I'll sing "Get Here" by Oleta Adams.

"I don't care how you get here, just get here if you can!"

MizzinYuNaw_SoMats!