Sunday, December 25, 2005

He Never Fails....

Aaaayyy....Of several surprises I received for the month of December, I had two that made it outstanding among the rest.

First, was on Dec 9. Already shared it here. T'was the day I received a bouquet. Wow! The feeling was still great to remember. ( eyes battling, *wink x 10* hehehe)

The second one happened last Dec. 19.
Work keeps on coming and filing up to my neck, that i find it hard to breath. Had a quick break, headed straight to the wash room to freshen up...few minutes more, had no choice but to kick my butt off that room and go back to work.

I still remember, I was wearing a frown, too lazy to go back to work...tired and wanted to relax..but i can't. As i let the door closed, there was this man rushing towards the male's room which is just next to the room i just volted out. My attention was not on his face but on his whole image. He was tall, dark, but not handsome because he was sporting a long bushy curly hair. (Brain processing...checking for adjectives to match....kkkzzztttt..."duh! sino 'tong pangit na mamang 'to?")

So, when my eyes catched his as we were just 1 meter away. I grasped...feet locked on the floor...hands covered thy opened mouth, eyes rolled and then burst the following words. "
Nakakainis ka! Hayup!"

Without looking back, i stepped back at the office. Mae was there, laughing...teasing me...and I can't help but continue to utter those words "Nakakainis sya Ate Mae...Hayup! Hayup talaga!"

I admit, i was really shocked. Though I had few hints of him showing up on Christmas but i really didn't believed it, for he was saying he changed his plans and will be back on summer instead.

My hands were freezing cold. Though I was looking at the monitor...my brain stop dead. My heart was getting wild, jumping upside down and beating fast. Hahaha! Feels like going back on Highschool days that you finally met your ultimate crush.

Few minutes more...the teasing goes everywhere...then my cell beeps. It was his text..and it goes.

"Honey, I crossd 2200 km of water just to surprise you for this day..."

"Hwag ka na mainis sakin pls."

I smiled...Kilig feeling is everywhere...hihihi

When we finally had a chance to talked, he gave me several gifts which were included in my wish list...Loved them all ofcourse. (yey! *talon* *talon*)

Bottomline, wish granted with extra bonus presents. My my, being a good girl is not too bad afterall. Santa's been really watching! *wink*

My man Never Fails to SURPRISE ME.


Merry Christmas Everybody.
Hope your wishes will also come true. :P

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Song from Someone

Lilipas Din

Alam kong sya ang 'yong mahal
alam ko ring di magbabago
ang puso mong sa iba'y nakalaan
ba't kelangan pang puso ko'y saktan

Naghihintay, umaasa ang puso kong nais kang lumigaya
Nagaabang , nagdarasal baka sakali ay makita kang masaya

lilipas din ang pagibig
lilipas din ang nadaramang ito
lilipas din ang pagibig
lilipas din ang damdamin kong sayo'y umaasa

Alam kong mayron na akong mahal
alam ko ring di nagbabago
ang puso kong sa iba' y nakalaan
ba't kelangan pang puso ko'y magmahal

Naghihintay, umaasa ang puso kong nais kang lumigaya
Nagaabang , nagdarasal baka sakali ay makita kang masaya

lilipas din ang pagibig
lilipas din ang nadaramang ito
lilipas din ang pagibig
lilipas din ang damdamin kong sayo'y nagmamahal

Sana'y malaman mong ika'y minamahal
kahit na sabihin pang itoy kahibangan
Sana'y malaman mong ika'y minamahal
kahit na, kahit na, mayroon ka ng mahal....


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Though i haven't heard the tune yet of this song, I knew the fact that this one will be categorized under EMO. I am imagining it to be somewhat like that of Hale's or Sugarfree. Slow, soulful, yet with the touch of light rock.

After reading the lines....I smiled, then I felt sad.
Though no metaphoric words or lines, 'tis still captured the warmth of its message.

Is this song really for me???!!!!

Aaaaayyyyy.....I'm so touched.

To the composer, thank you so much....for now, that's all I can say.
Will smile for you always...promise. :P

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Whatta Surprise!

Last Friday was an unusual day for me. As the clock ticked 12:15 AM. I texted HIM this:

2day, its bin 5yrs n 8mos.
Hop D magic of dis romnce wil not end.
Though we both know its wearing.
Until wen wil it endure dis tough road?
I dnt know. Jst tke care.

Didnt get any reply, so i continue to surf and surf until it was pass 3AM. Need to sleep but I went on and on. Was not even sleepy at that time. So, as I headed to bed, it was almost 4AM.

Bottomline, I ended taking a half-day work...hehehe

As I dwell into my pending quotes, Mean teased me that I have a suitor waiting outside, at the reception area. I didn't paid attention to what she said and continue working. Few minutes more, Jechele told me that someone was really waiting outside. So, I checked and yes there was.

I had another flower delivery. It was a nice bouquet from Designer Blooms. I signed the receiving paper, and asked the Manong who sent it. I learned that it was from Joan Llave. Chinkey's sister in-law. Wow! This was from HIM. What on earth did move him to send me flowers?
As I entered the room, my officemates teased me. "Ang haba ng hair! Grabe!" they said.
I checked the card and read it. And it says:

Honey,
Flowers for you bec. it's friday.
Ohh...Happy 5 yrs & 8 months.
I LOVE YOU.
Honeymoks

I smiled. A sweet smile with matching KILIG to the max. hehehe.
I was not expecting this. Knowing his being stingy! We were just chatting about this special day that for me was not special at all because he doesn't seem to care. I was wrong. I was ashamed that all the while I was disappointed and feeling sad because i felt he was taking me for granted.

I was simply fooled by that idea. And I was so so ashamed on how I misjudged him.

Well, bottomline, I said sorry and thanked him for making me special once again.
How i wished He was here so I could kissed him. hehehe

"Thank you Honey. Really Loved it. Oh, (sigh) You always like suprising me."


(on close up shot) Loved the roses. :P

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Why Do We Love?

why do we love ba?
so we can have somebody to talk 2?
someone who can be der pag gus2 natin gumala?
a person na pwedeng manlibre satin?
magbigay ng load pag 0 balance ka?
taong magbibitbit ng gamit mo?
alalay for short!
eh panu kung di ka nya mahal
would u still love him/her?
would you still continue 2 care 4 dat person?
bakit naman endeeee?
u didnt love dat person para magkaroon ka ng alalay,
magkaroon ka ng instant load & meal dahil libre,
taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects,
or taong mahihila mo if u want to go out...
if dats wat u think about love well sori ang babaw mo,
loving a person doesnt nid 2 hav a criteria
na dapat maganda o guwapo,
dapat mabait or understanding,
kc once u fall inlove u take the risk of accepting dat person
kahit maingay sya ma2log, ung hilik ng hilik
kahit matakaw sya o sobrang fat na indi kau kasya pag puno ang jeeep!
kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang nalang ay sapakin mo sa inis!
ung sobrang selosa na pati barkada pinagseselosan bad3p dbah?
and ung napaka-arte OA kung baga!
o kahit anu png things
dat would turn u off...
hirap tlaga magmahal trying 2 be perfect kc gus2 mong magtagal
pero endi un ang sagot sa lahat...
ACCEPTING da real person fully
kc if u said na mahal mo sya u dont nid 2find
answers kung y mo sya love...
kc lahat ng tao nagbabago but if u accept dat person
magbago man sya in da middle of ur relationship
endi ka masasaktan kc u know dat darating din un..
tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo...
mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil
wala ng sasaya pa if u let one person feel na
MAHAL NA MAHAL mo sya without asking 4 any return...
den u can say wow un pla ang
LOVE!