Breathe

I want to scream through words how happy I was a while ago...
Now, I want to sealed my lips and tied these fingers not to reveal how sad I am right now...
Such a sudden twist of emotions...just like that...yes, just like that...

A blink of an eye. One snap. That's it.

How coward, how stupid, how obscure, how immature, how ironic...
Confusing, futile.

The paradox of my insanity...

Hope I will soon be free from this temporary insanity...
Hope the soon be sooner...