Who cares?

Is there any certain standards we have to follow when being in a relationship? Are there rules set that should guide one when the time has come? Should it conform with what should be "accepted by public"? Or should family dictate it for you? Or should friends always have to be part of one's decision in taking a YES or NO?

Relationship...meaning You & Me. I am definitely referring to a relationship between a man and a woman. Relationship as in being LOVERs or being soon-to-be-Lovers.

Now the question is, why oftentimes we are afraid of putting IT onto the next level? Why most of the times, we get intimidated of what OTHERS might say or what OTHERS might think? Family matters and so are Friends. Maybe what they say will give a damn intensity to our decision of what type of relationship we want to have. But still, it will boil down to between YOU and ME. Not THEY, THEM, WE (in general sense of all people you know).

Yes, I completely understand that we always believe or better say, we always wanted to have a fairytale-like romance. That boy meets girl...blah blah blah and they live happily ever after. But these are in books. Hello???!!!! In fairtytale books. We aint no princessess or princes. There aint no fairy that will help us get rid of the witch who wants to screw our lovelife. There aint no author who can write about chapters of what should be on the pages of our life. The author is simply yourselves. And the editor?...maybe the almighty is.

Anyways, to be or not to be in a relationship is always a choice. And it is always someone's right to have a one. Now to make it right, is up to us. It should be YOU and ME that will allways matter. The US, that should make it right no matter what people say. Even family and closest friends. Who cares? 'Cors they will surely care...but until only to a certain point. The choice and happiness still lie at your very own hands. It's up to you which choice to take and what type of happiness to pursue.

I can say, Relationship is simply not simple.

Hesitation

Often times, I like to write things that's going on my mind. Questions, curiosity, anxiety, stress, mood swings, happiness, excitement, etc. Almost everything that I feel like writing about. But often times too, i just let it slip my thoughts and forget about putting it down to words, phrases, sentences and even symbols that people can read onto. I think one big factor, why i dont write my insanity is when Hesitation strikes. One thing I am sure of is that, yes, I want to share a part of what I am thinking and what I am feeling. But reality bites that I still can not fully reveal what's within me. Guess I still want to be a sort of "mystical-lady-ish-puzzle-like-lass". Cloaking, that's what I call it.

While lack of Time is the 2nd big factor. I am always chasing up time. Time, timing....Oh boy, i am very poor at it. (Let's not go down in details why I said so. Ok? I'll reserve it on another post. )
Nwei, on my way back and forth to work and home, normally, I muster topics i can write about on this not-so-often-visited/read-blog but repeatedly fail to blot it down. Imagine, how can you write while you are struggling to get a better space inside the LRT or MRT? Not a good time huh? Or, how can you comment on something that you see in the mall, when you're passing a thick throng of heads busy to get to their respective places? And as soon as you get home and still have that little energy to power on your almost-dusty-rig....violah...your brain was basically empty.

I guess timing, persistance, willingness, passion...is all i need to get my letters going.

Oooppss...it's time to visit dreamland.

Zzzzzzz.....

Does size matter?

Does size matter? Guess not! For Xia Shujuan, LOVE matters.

She first married Bao Xishun, last March 26 at Chifeng City, Inner Mongolia but wished to have a traditional Mongolian wedding ceremony too today, July 12, 2006.

Bao, who is 2.36m tall (7' 9") was recognized as the tallest living man by the Guinness Book of Records. His wife, Xia Shujuan, is two-thirds of his size and almost half his age. Xia Shujuan is 29 years old and 1.68 m (5' 6") high.



Hmmm, guess Size and Age did not matter to this lovebirds. And one good thing about being famous too is that they almost get everything for free. Their wedding was sponsored by atleast 15 companies. From the dress, shoes and even up to the liquor drunk at the wedding. Geez, whatta blessing.

Nwei, for typical individuals like us, we have to work our ass out to afford all the elegance and or expenses needed for the big day! Whew! Save all the penny you have NOW! hehe

Well, enuf surfing...that's it for the evening.

Simpson's fever

Came across Orange Jooz's site and tried one of the Simpsons link posted there.

Just another way to waste time. hehe.

Why not try this link and create your own Simpson avatar too. *wink*

7-7-7

few minutes from now 7-7-7 will soon end.
just that I thought I was lucky...there it was...guess I ain't Lucky enough.

*sniff*

Breathe

I want to scream through words how happy I was a while ago...
Now, I want to sealed my lips and tied these fingers not to reveal how sad I am right now...
Such a sudden twist of emotions...just like that...yes, just like that...

A blink of an eye. One snap. That's it.

How coward, how stupid, how obscure, how immature, how ironic...
Confusing, futile.

The paradox of my insanity...

Hope I will soon be free from this temporary insanity...
Hope the soon be sooner...

Listen

"Stolen"

Dashboard Confessional

We watch the season pull up its own stakes

And catch the last weekend of the last week

Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,

Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grant farewells

Crush the best one, of the best ones

Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration

One good stretch before our hibernation

Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in the highest heels

You are the best one, of the best ones

We all look like we feel

You have stolen my

You have stolen my heart

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'tis my new song background. hope blog hoppers will like it.

To You, yes you have stolen my heart. And it will be yours forever.

Naks! Ahihihi.