And I thought I accepted them 100%.....

Whew! *grabs chest*.... i grasped for breath, my throat was taut.
This was exactly what I felt, when I saw the two cowboys "do" it.

Brokeback Mountain. The story of two gay cowboys and their forbidden and secretive relationship, gathered 8 nominations for the Oscars. One of those movies that gathered thy respect. Not because of the actors but of how the story opened windows that this situation really happened or happens. A relationship like this is real and not fiction or just a story created by some insane writer.

Ofcourse, I really like Heath Ledger. He is included in my "crush list". I fell for him when I saw "A Knights Tale". But on this film, I really can not tell exactly what I felt.

I emphatized with Alma (Michelle Williams) and felt sad with Lureen, (Ann Hathaway). I really can not explain how i felt watching the movie, but i will not even try to explain it here...(basta yun n yon!)

Here are some reviews about the film:
Catholic news on Brokeback Mountain
Review

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Aarrrrgggghhhh...I can not think, (today) I even have a hard time translating my thoughts in English....hahaha.

Kaya iniksian ko na lang 'tong entry na ito, (Buset!) when in fact, this should be long...walang pumapasok sa utak ko ngayon... :P
Kelangan ko ng ma-publish 'to, ganun din naman eh...malilimutan ko lang yung movie...hehehe

Late Night Asinine

Yey! Am back! My PC subsist!

An angel lend me one of his spare gadget (RAM) and tada! --- my pc, back on track....

and so as I....scribbling...jotting thoughts....surf...surf...surf (not the detergent pullliizzz)

Oooopppsss, its late.

No work for students at all levels ( Hooorrraaayy) they say... but for working buds... we have to wait for another holiday *frown*

Time to sleep or I will be late (for sure) today.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

lemme check....

You Are 70% Left Brained, 30% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

ahhh....ok :P

Happy Valentines Day!

There's a lot reason to celebrate this day. (decode...decode NOT this sentence pls. :P)

Few hours before the official Hearts Day, a couple of pals already sent their greetings in advance.

And because I stressed myself out once more at the gym, I instantly fell asleep, the moment my back touched my bed. (muscle cramps again. huhuhu)

This morning, as i woke up. Checked my CP, *shocked* The very very first person who greeted me as the clock ticked 12midnight, still, came from the most important other person in my life.

Well, I'm not really expecting anything from HIM. But oh boy, he still surprised me in his own special way. *kilig* hihihi.

Simple phrases, simple words, yet these made me feel "Extra-Special"! (again, just you decode NOT what i'm trying to convey here ppulllleeeezzzzz. :P)

Of wonderful text msgs i received this love month, here are some, to which i am proud to share.

From Lady: Feb 3, 11:04 PM

Loving is not what we see but what we feel.
Not how we listen but how we understand
Not how we forget but how we forgive
Loving is holding on even when the pain, dares you to let go.

From Randolf: Feb. 14, 10:38 AM

Why does Cupid symbolize baby angels?

To remind us that Love never grows old.

But why is Cupid' arrow directed at the heart?

To remind us that true love hurts!

Happy Valentines ",)

From Weng: Feb 14, 1:32 PM

It is your HEART that makes you the BEST.

You are wonderful according to what YOU ARE, not according to what YOU HAVE.

Happy heart's day!

From Edric: Feb 14, 1:48 PM

"LOVE" is always bestowed as a gift.

Freely, willingly given and without any expectation.

We don't love to BE LOVED, we love TO LOVE.

HAPPY VALENTINES!!!!

BTW, as i listen to RX Monster Radio this morning on the "Morning Rush" (oh, i am really an aaaavvvvviiiidddd FAN). I sooo luuurrrrvvveee and enjoyed listening to Chico and Delamar, most especially each "Top Ten" they have.

Today's Top Ten was, Top Ten Reasons What We Love About Love. As expected, most batch entries made me smile, smirk and go "aaaayyyyyy" and frown. hehehe...But in between brakes, here's a song that really touched me.

Stick Wit U - Pussy Cat Dolls

Ohhh.. Oh Oh..

I don't wanna go another day

So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind

Seems like everybody is breaking up

And throwing their love away

But I know I got a good thing right here

That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I'm gonna stick with u forever

Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gonna stick with u

You know I appreciate it, I'm gonna stick with u, my baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'm gonna stick with u

I don't wanna go another day

So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind

See the way we ride, in our private lives

Ain't nobody gettin' in between

I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me)

(What I'm sayin' is)

Nobody gonna love me better,

I'm gonna stick with u forever

Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gonna stick with u

You know I appreciate it, I must stick with u, my baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'm gonna stick with u

And now, ain't nothing else I can need

And now, I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me

I got you, we'll be making love endlessly

I'm with you (baby I'm with you)

Baby you're with me (baby you're with me, higher)

So don't cha worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you, and you know me

And that's all that counts

So don't cha worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you, and you know me

And that's, that's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better,
I'm gonna stick with u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gonna stick with u (come on)
You know I appreciate it, I must stick with u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'm gonna stick with u

Nobody gonna love me better,
I'm gonna stick with u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gonna stick with u
You know I appreciate it, I must stick with u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'm gonna stick with u

HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYBODY!!!

*sing* "What the world needs love....it's love, sweet loooovvvveeeee..."

My PC On Vacation... :-(

Whuuuuaaaaatttttt????!!!! WTF!!!

That was my initial reaction when i found out that my PC was not working.
Ohmaygawd! What the F-c- happened to it?!!!!
Checked all cables...all was ok, check power, ok....checked the monitor...in good condition.

Then I remember my dad telling me that the pc was sort of "stuck-up" daw accordingly to my younger brother.

The last time i used it was Thursday, Feb 9, from 11pm up to 3am of Feb. 10. Nothing was wrong with it....After mom gave out few "jet lee" strokes to my two younger bros, came the confession that they were trying to install something from it and it the machine halt. Of tension on what to do next, they just shut it off improperly.

Maybe because of power flactuation, the board was hit. Must be the integrated video card, that is why there was no display at all.

Gggggrrrrrrr.....i've been wanting to smash those two (younger bros) but...what's the use? Afterall, It will not fix the problem nor wont do any better at all. I can yell to them as long as i could. Curse them as long as i want. But what for? it will be just futile.

I gathered my equanimity, listen to the story, and just tried to call the store from where i bought it. Since it's still under warranty, i can claim for a replacement. But this will take 3 weeks to 4 weeks. Huhuhu! I'll be missing blogging and checking personal emails for a month!!! Imagine, ONE month!!!!

And considering the time i need to allocate for going there, and bringing that CPU on a Sunday. For Sunday is my only free day. :-(

Dad said "Mabuti, mabait ang Ate nyo! Kung ako yan....nalintikan n kayo sakin!"

Oh, just you wait till it's over....you'll find out. HMP! (this is for my two brothers)

X-(

MYMP - Repeat!

Yey! I've been longing to find time to post this...good thing, i'm here staying late on our "working" Saturday sched.

I almost missed this event for my gimik-buddy suddenly had her unexpected guest, and snatched her from me. hehe. Good thing there was my ever-reliable bestfriend Lady to accompany me the whole night. And Oh Boy, we really had fun. :D

MYMP still rocked Araneta Colliseum down! That was Feb 3, 2006. Comparing from the first concert, the repeat was more jam-packed. More people, fanatics, lovers, a throng of friends and even children (little girls) attended the event.

No wonder why, Juris suddenly burst into tears when she ascended on center stage.

People applauded, cheered, sang with, danced with, giggled, laughed and most of all, all were touched by each song, MYMP sang.

Here are songs that really caught my attention, my heart, my soul, my all. (aaaawww)

• Sa Kanya
• Never get over you getting over me
• Nakapagtataka
• Before I let you Go
• Especially For you
• Ordinary Love

Ofcourse, again, i suppressed my emotions. This was one event that tears has no room but of enjoyment and fun only. Of cheers and songs to feel. Teasing may be there, coz lyrics will sure cut you like a knife, but up to that level only. There were introductions, before Juris would sang like "Oh, ito para sa mga iniwan!" Then the crowd goes..Mixed "ouch", "yes!" and "hahaha". Another was "This song is for those na umaasa pa rin!" and one was "Ito ay para sa mga inlove".

Well, basically, never ever let it go through and caught you unguarded. Good thing, I put on my armor that night. Whew! (Buti n Lang!)

BTW, just to comment, I liked MYMP's outfit on the repeat compared to the first. Juris' dress were more enticing. She's more gorgeous and more pretty.

But songs were less than the first. Reason why it ended at around 11pm only. Guests from the first were better than the repeat. Guests from the repeat concern were lead vocals of famous pinoy bands. Barbie Almadis, Lead vocal of Imago, Lead vocal Sugarfree, and oh, i forgot the other...hehehe (memory gap?)

Here are some pictures:

Lead vocals of pinoy bands with Juris.

Barbi Almadis, singing...(oh, she is so pretty)

See the people who attended?

Toto - Post Freestyle member. And so Jinky Vidal went solo too.

Juris and Toto - Duet ( Pretty ng gown ni Juris! Parang syang small barbie! :P )

Ofcourse! Pictures wont be complete without US! hehehe

Since the 9th of that month....

Flashes of memories rushing through her head....

• 3cycle scene: Boy attempts to kiss the girl, Girl close her eyes to feel the sweet kiss But Boy licks the girl on cheek....."eeeewwwww" cried the girl. Then Boy goes "Nyahahaha!"
• LRT scene: It's pass 7pm. Boy is sitting on the bench...looking at his watch...eyebrows crossed...really "simang-ot" to the max. Girl, approches him, (kunwari galit, wala sa mood magsalita). Tactic: una-unahan lng yan! hehehe. Boy: i-iling na lng *wink*
• Boy said to Girl: "Oist wag kang ABU ah!" (ABU = Abusado)
• Girl said to Boy: "Alam mo, AMBI ka rin eh." Boy asked: "Anong AMBI?" Girl said: "Edi AMBIsyoso!" *wink*
• Baguio scene: Girl on Toyo-mode. "Gusto ko gatas!".... Boy don't have any choice but to go outside, almost midnight, at Teacher's Camp...just to look for "sterilized milk". Good thing though, he manage to find a store still open. :P Boy's guyfriend, just teased him with a ganyan talaga ang buhay-smile.
• On Suprise Mode: "Tita, eto nga pala ym number nya...You can text him here"...."O ayan n pala eh, tara kain na" said his Mom.....Boy, pops in the room with grilled pusit on one plate...smiling wide "Surprise!"
• On Sunday Mass: "Peace be with you".... then kiss. (aaaaayyyyyy)
• On Inip Moments: finger wrestling!!!
• On Movie trip: Boy whisper something over Girl's shoulder....."My Precious" imitating Golum of LOTR....Girl screams.....(oh how afraid she was, imagining Golum)
• On jeepney trip: Just holding hands... (missed this so much)
• The Latest Surprise: Girl, heading back to work from the rest room.....Boy rushing to the Men's Room....Girl, suddenly halt, covered her mouth...then burst "Nakakainis ka talaga! Hayup ka!"

Many, many more short glimpses of yester-years. The most memorable of all was:

• It was the night right after Graduation Celebration on one of the Barkada's house. As they walked along the street. Two men, sung "Wag mo na sana akong pahirapan pa. Kung ayaw mo sakin ay sabihin mo na. Wag mo na sana akong ipa-asa sa wala. Oo na, mahal n kung mahal kita"

It was the night She made the most important decision in her life that made a BIG difference.

Since then, HE IS the most beautiful thing that ever happened to Her.

HE made her a REAL WOMAN...since the 9th of that month.

Monday Bamboozle

spl250: hi love!!!
spl250: I miss you na....
jhanacer: ?
jhanacer:
spl250: di mo na naman ako kilala???
spl250: magtatampo na ko nyan....
jhanacer: sorry
jhanacer: pero di ko po marecognize ang id mo
spl250: gusto mo ng clue?
jhanacer: no...i dont need clue but your name
spl250: ang taray ng lola.....
spl250: heheheheh!!!
spl250: punta ka ng tech...hehehehe!!!!
jhanacer: well just being frank.
spl250: dito ako...hehehehe!!!
spl250: sosi talaga...ingles ne....hihihihihi!!!
jhanacer: look...i dont have time for this
jhanacer: if you want to reveal your name, then do it...so i could mark you on my list...accordingly
spl250: ok...sorry na....bati na tayo ok?
jhanacer: and we can have a more sensible talk
jhanacer: and i could add you on my list....gets?
spl250: pero love mo pa din ako??

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jhanacer: ok..fine....like i've said...I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS
jhanacer: HAHAHA
jhanacer: kainis ka
spl250: pero love mo pa din ako?/?
jhanacer: hehehe.....baliw ka talaga

spl250: para nagtatanong lang eh....di naman sinagot....
spl250: heheheh!!!!

spl250: sori ha...
spl250: hayaan mo..di na mauulit....
jhanacer: uu...wag mo n ko biruin ng ganun...para di kita matarayan
jhanacer: sorry rin if naging mataray me ha...
spl250: hahahahah!!!!
jhanacer: mataray ba talaga?
spl250: ala yun...alam ko naman na mataray ka eh...
spl250: nyeheheheh!!!!!
spl250: uu...pero ok lang....nasa lugar naman ang taray mo...heheh!!
jhanacer: hehe....add kita...para di mo ma-gud-tym
spl250: heheheh!!!! gagawa ulit ako ng bago.....hahahahaha!!!

Horoscope for the Day

Jan. 31:

While wathing movie, Underworld, with my Blue Moon Friend, my cell beeps...

Checked the bag...but still peeking on the screen...(don't want to missed any scene)

There it goes: My daily supply of Horoscope. I wondered why so late? Normally, it comes in the morning..but it was almost 8PM...then read it

Your Free Horoscope is --- CAPRICORN: Everything will go well in matters of the heart - the love affairs considered at the beginning as transitory and superficial might take a turn for the serious. Sort out your papers and put your affairs in order, otherwise you will risk a loss (or at least some worries). Beware of colds and refrain from fats as well as too rich dishes. Slow down your tempo, otherwise you'll lose some of your effectiveness.

*thinks*

Ok. Is this something for me? Well, millions of Capricorn Globe subscribers received this as well. So I'm not the only one being fooled by such...hehehe

*eyes back to the big screen*

Oh, i enjoyed Underworld 2 over the 1st.

Bloody....so bloody, reason why I wasn't able to have even a single bite of my TLC burger. :(

Afterwards, went to Seattle's and grab SBC Javakhula vanilla drink.

Had lots of juicy conversation with my BMF (Blue Moon Friend) until we didn't noticed that it was already pass 12 midnight.

Still at Megamall and Oh boy, we need to part coz it getting so late...

Hay, we better make room for another more juicy interesting conversations. I supposed, one whole day is not enough :P