Red Roses

Wow! I was surprised yesterday. I received 4 red roses.
After 4 long years, finally I received a new set.
I can't believe, that the "kilig" feeling is still there.
The feeling of being special. And ofcourse the notion that someone made me special.
I' ve been excited to know from whom were those cute roses, Coz I was not around when they were delivered. According to my officemate, it was from a guy from X company which is 2 buildings away from ours.

Hahaha. As I entered the room, my girl buddies including the bosses are teasing me.
They were even arguing why 4 roses? One of the boss said it meant "I love you !"(the exclamation being the 4th rose) They gave several comments and meanings for those roses...really funny but still overwhelming. Just the thougth that someone gave me flowers! (kilig)

Well, when my officemate reveal the name of the sender. The rest cheered for me. And one of my bosses said "Sleeping with the enemy ha?". Then we all laughed. Hahaha. The guy was from our competitor who I met in one of the HP trainings I attended.

Well...basically it was not the roses that I've been waiting for.
I have this "mystery admirer" hiding in the name of "Troll". He is religiously tagging here on my blog. Two nights ago (Nov. 22), he chat with me. We had few conversation that leads to promising that he will then reveal himself to me with matching flowers.

I know the fact that it won't happen but still, I waited. Hahaha. (Asa pa!)
I even mistook the guy who sent me flowers as Troll. But the truth was this mystery guy still remains a mystery to me.

Knowing this, my closest office buddies said "Ang haba ng hair ng lola ko!!! Ang daming admirers. Tatlo-tatlo pa!"

Anyways, receiving flowers made me feel special. I hope it will not take years for me to get the next batch of roses.

Ciao for now! :P

MYMP...BEST!

All the while, i thought i won't be able to write something light and at Happy Tone.

STOP! enough of this Bloggadrama i must say.

Good thing, i was able to see TinTin's YM Status that day (Nov. 15). It was a sudden idea. Have no regrets on my decision for i had a grand time on the night of Nov. 18.

Though the show was one hour and a half late. It was compensated with the outstanding performances by Juris and Chin. Araneta was, i can say 90% occupied. The crowd enjoyed every song Juris and Chin sang.

"A little Bit" was the first single that brought MYMP to stardome. While "Waiting in Vain" was the first song they sang that night. The crowd went wild. Applause and cheers echoed within the walls of Araneta. Songs of artists like Madonna, Alanis Morisette, Michelle Branch and No Doubt. Songs of home grown talents like Nyoy Volante, Jimmy Bondoc, Paolo Santos and Rachelle Alejandro rocked the house.

As a short trivia, Did you know that it was Juris who first sang Darna's theme song, "Di ka nag-iisa". She was the demo voice but it was The Asia's Song Bird, Regine Velasquez, who sang it officially.

Well, Juris hit each note like no other artist can do it any better than her. She had serenade us all and captured our hearts. All heads vowed to this young Davaowenia. As proof, I managed to record songs that I liked most. Hihi (kilig pa rin).

South Border and Jano makes that night sizzle more. Had a good laugh when Jano entered the stage. There was a time there that i can't help but shed a tear when Juris sang "Because You Love Me" as her way of saying Thank You that MAKE her MAMA PROUD!

Over all, TWO THUMBS UP for Juris and Chin!

The repeat will take it's flight on Feb. 3, 2006. That's 3 months of waiting in vain. hehehe. As of Nov. 19, tickets are all set and ready. For those afraid of missing the next main event, you may proceed to the ticket outlets now. ;-)

Here are some pics...

Plus Tintin and I also had our moments:

Welcome Pink and Blue Geeks

I have lots of thoughts running on my mind.

Few seconds ago, two geeks were debating inside my not so-lively head, weather to reveal it or suppress it . As my blog's title says, Jhan Reveals, Pink Geek imparts that I should post whatever is running on my mind now. Blue Geek on the other hand says that I've been too glitzy. Almost transparent and blatant in my feelings that I've been drawing attentions from Anonymous souls who were religiously tagging comments on my board. (Pink an Blue Geeks…my two personalities..hehehe...wutta loony Jhan...or schizophrenic...hahaha)

Nwei, Blue and Pink are my favorite colors. That is why I entitled this post on these two colors. Two colors, contradicting yet still complementing each other. Representing the official colors of sexuality.

I really love "Blue". Eversince, my eyes are easily captivated of almost anything with the shade of blue, especially "Baby Blue". Just recently (when I turned 20 …hehehe), I find pink stuff cool as well. Showing Girl Power ei! Yey! [ clap! clap! ] Proof that I am Kikay nowadays..hehehe.

Now why am I writing all these stuff?

The answers are simple, (1) I just wanna add another post. hehehe (2) I really wanna share what I'm thinking and feeling tonight. (3) I guess, I am a blog buf now [Cheers!]

Actually, I don't want to use this as my e-diary. Posting all the nitty gritty details of how I spent my day. I need not tell where I went, what I've done, etc.

Nevertheless, If my blogger visitors and pals will notice my writing style, I'm still using metaphors here. Simply because I just want you guys to exercise those brains…hehehe. Nah, Still wanna cloak some of my futile sentiments in life. Enough of this "Bloggadrama"!!! [wink! wink!]

As regards, Blue Geek wins on this round. I will just let few of my behind the scene issues stay in peace.

Well, all I can say is, God and not Love, yes, God moves in mysterious ways.

He is never deaf or blind. He listens on our prayers….always. Seek and you will be Served, in his own time and in his own way.

Thank you for the letters Lord...touched ako...[ Aaawww! ]

Hate MySelf

Foolish Foolish! Aaaarrrrgggghhhh! I hate myself today.
Why on earth did I loose self control on the matter?
Why of all the braveness I've shown, still at no good... I was caught unguarded.
The ball at my hands was stolen in just a quick spin of my opponent!
His sword struck me, deep, so deep that blood can't find it's way to drip down the dry land under my feet.

The mirror of transparency was waving triumphantly over me.
Revealing all the sadness, frustration and anger within.

I hate myself. Of all the reasons i have which I can't reveal at all.
Decided to conceal it as long as I can. Just like what top models do. Flaunting their assets and conceiling their flaws. The eye of the spy might take a peep. Then will have a good laugh at me once again. I hate him. How could he be so cruel on me.

I wanna scream! I wanna jump off the hill.

Can somebody catch me please?

There's One Flaw In Women

Sharing this to all the women i know. May we know OUR REAL WORTH.


By the time the Lord made woman, he had been working six days straight.
He was very tired. An angel appeared before Him and said, "Lord, why
are you spending so much time on this one?"

The Lord answered, "Have you seen the spec sheet on her? She has to be
water-proof, but not plastic or hard. She must have over 200 movable
parts, all replaceable and be able to run on diet Coke and leftovers.
She must have a lap that can hold at least four children at a time, a kiss
that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and, she
must be able to talk on the telephone, cook, scold a child and pet the
dog all at the same time with only two hands."


The angel was astounded. "No way! Only two hands!" "Yes." The Lord
said. "And that's just the standard model."

"Lord, that is too much work for you. Wait until tomorrow. You can
finish up then."

"No!" The Lord protested. "I am too close to finishing this creation
that is so close to my heart. She can already heal herself and work 18
hours a day. I'm just about done."

The angel moved in for a closer look and touched the woman. "Lord,
you've made her so soft."

"Yes, she is soft," the Lord agreed. "But she is also tough! You have
no idea what she can do, endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think too?" the angel asked.

The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able
to pray, reason, mediate, negotiate and meditate."

The angel noticed something and reach out to touch the woman's cheek.
"Oops! You've put so much in her, she starting to leak Lord. I told
you you were putting to much in this one."

"That's not a leak. That's a tear."

"What's that for?" The angel inquired.
The Lord whispered, "Her tears are the way she will express her joy,
her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her
grief and her pride. It is a symbol of her heart."

The angel was impressed. "You are a genius Lord. You've thought of
everything. This woman you are making is truly amazing is she not?"

With all the pride of a brand new father the Lord said, "Oh yes she is!
Women have strengths that will amaze men. They bear hardships and
carry burdens, but will, at the same time hold happiness, love and joy.

They will smile when they want to scream. Sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for those they love and all that they believe in.
They stand up for injustice and remain seated in humility.
They will not take no for an answer when they know there is a better
way. They will go without so that their family, particularly the
children can have what they need. They will go to the doctor with a
frightened friend. They will go to court against a wayward husband.

They love unconditionally, often asking for and taking little in return.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends are
rewarded. They are happy to hear about a birth, knowing the
difficulties that may lie ahead.

They love weddings and might even help make the dress.
Some will cook and even bake. Their hearts break when someone dies
yet, they are strong when others may think there is no strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart and they will
offer them to anyone sho needs one. They come in all sizes, shapes and
colors. They can walk, run, fly, drive or e-mail to remind you that they
love you.

It is the heart of a woman that will keep the world turning and
things in order. They have the babies because men could never figure
out how to put so much in such a small space. Women bring hope and joy.
They birth compassion and ideals. They are the moral support that keeps
the family of humanity together. Woman have important things to say and
even more important things to do. They ask very little and offer all
they have - - that's their one flaw.


"What flaw?" asked the angel.
Sadly the Lord responded,

"They seem to always forget their worth."

What's My Blogging Personality?

Your Blogging Type Is Thoughtful and Considerate

You're a well liked, though underrated, blogger. You have a heart of gold, and are likely to blog for a cause. You're a peaceful blogger - no drama for you! A good listener and friend, you tend to leave thoughtful comments for others.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Ei pal, how about you? What's your blogging personality? I wanna know too. :P

Cyrus Wonders If Time heal all wounds?

Time heal all wounds?

In my futile effort to mend my broken Heart, I've learned that Time does not heal all Wounds. It just makes the Pain matter less and less. Then one day you wake up and finally realize that the Pain no longer matters.

Pain is to looming what Life is to Fleeting.

You have your Crazy Moments, but it no longer matters.

You're scarred for as long as you care to imagine, but it no longer matters.

You will spend the rest of your Life masking the Pain, and pretending to be Happy.

Yes, you can have happy moments. But just like Moments are not meant to last, you will never be genuinely happy again after you've been left Broken.


It's a Sad Truth; in fact the saddest One.

A House is not a Home...My Heart will never be a Fortress of Solitude for myself, or it may never love as deeply as it used to. But it no longer matters

- By Tina Reyes

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Then Cyrus said

"Drama noh."

- cyweiser

Go With The Flow

For a couple of days, I let my thoughts wander and let my soul go with the flow. I Embraced each morning with a smile and bid each night serenely, hoping sweet dreams will visit me.

But it seems that i am a blog buff now. Missed my page and here i am, scribbling my thoughts with great agog. So much excitement that i don't know where to begin.

Well, I tried to accomplished tons of work and free up my mind before the long weekend but still at no good. :-(

I think I just have to enjoy each day and let my body rest.

Actually, there are so many thoughts I wanna put in writing. Feelings I wanna let go by blogging. But what for? Why? Who cares?

Kelly Clarkson's few lines of "Because of You" simply let listeners feel how cruel LOVE can be.

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life.

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with.

I would rather let my thoughts on this matter rest in peace for a while than to spend each day or even each night pensively. I will be crude or immature to have prejudices without evident facts.

My puzzle of life has been askew. I can't put them in place as of the moment because some of its significant parts are missing. Where can it be? or better if the question is Who possibly have it? The quest is up for me to take.

For the meantime, I will simply let this quote from the movie "Hitch" guide me. Illuminate me as I take each step of my journey.

"Life is not the amount of breaths you take."

"It's the moments that take your breaths away."

Want To Know What A Capricorn Woman Is?

CAPRICORN WOMAN
December 22 - January 19

A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce.She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. Inher opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at anoffice and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try tochange anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she doesnot like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she w! ill completelyignore that person.

She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that youare not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves a guywho wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jeanone month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her.

She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves togo picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can takeher fishing too.

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the lineO.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when shefeels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and veryneat, so never rush her for this matter.

She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctoratedegree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care aboutyou at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. Ifyou can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next stop.

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his handsin action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doingit, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you",because she will do what she wants to do only.

She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a pigsty , do nottake her there. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentablesuch as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date.

She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow butsure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to makeyou loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.

She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If! she asks you for afavor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a highhope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck".

If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmetcooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or youcould say "happily ever after".
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Wow! This talks for Me! =)

What is Love? According to Priya....

I was blog hoppin' when I crossed to Priya's Blog. It was named "JusLikeThat".
I loved his/her post so much so I'm sharing this with you. And it goes...




Love is nothing but what to say em..a FEELING..

Its a feeling of uniqueness, a feeling that drives the very emptiness in you...
Its actually a mystery unrevealed, and an unseen place for people who dont beleive.. but a well known place as beautiful as paradise for people who believe that they are in love. It happens between two hearts when they strive to beat as one..

It happpens while one heart tries to synchronise its beats for the other heart's tune.
It happens to be a dream that your heart makes .
It happens when your heart controls your mind..
It happens when your subconscious mind speaks conscious things..
It happens like a light in darkness. It happens like a Direction for a Lost person. It happens when you feel like to both live and die equally..
It makes u feel worth living for and worth dying for.

Love is Pure, Love is Divine, Love is Trust , Love is God.
Ya its GOD -
G - Generates life in you ;
O - Operates ur heart if wounded
D- Destroys ur worries & problems .

But i feel trying to explain love for others is like trying to explain colors to a Blind .. its just "IMPOSSIBLE"..

Let God bless all you as he blessed me with True love..a love that never hurts a love that never pains .. a love that never dies...

wondering why ? coz i like to see nice things happening around which happened for me.

Dont fall in love but rise in love !

~Priya

Would anyone want to bang you?

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Wow! Whatta sick pack!!! Yummmy!!! Let's Do it Usher! Hihihi....

Sporting A New Hair...

Oct. 2, I decided to go out and have my hair regain its beauty after a year and three months. Coz a couple of months ago, napansin kong BUMABALIK ANG SUMPA!!! huhuhu....

Just in time coz i was so damn 'almost' depressed that day so i went off to my ever suki salon.
But I think positive vibes were not on my side that day coz the attendant named Louie, dont want to fix my bush, bcoz according to him, i should have to undergo rebonding again.
HMP! If I know, he just wanted to have a good cut or commission out of me.

With that, my morning blood sprint to my head in a split second and Sssswwwooossshhh... I blurted out "Alam mo kung ayaw mo, eh di WAG NA LANG! Sa iba ko na lang ito ipapagawa"!with eyebrows reaching my scalp, talikod, sabay walk out ang beauty ko!

And to cut the story short, I had my hair fixed at STRAIGHT FORWARD. Mmmmmm...the result was not as impressive to that on HAIR EXPRESSION but what can I do, that Louie made my day! :-(

Anyway, here are some pic as proof...



Eto, kaka-straight lang nito (Oct, 2) Halatang simang pa rin..hahaha


This was just a week old hair ( Oct. 8 )
(Bored on a Saturday Sales Meeting)


















Thiz iz IT.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Got this one from Peaches, so I wanna try what will be my ideal relationship...here it goes:

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's" Your Ideal Relationship?

My Japanese Name....

Your Japanese name should be

'Sora'

which means "sky".

You're a real
day-dreamer. You wish you could just fly away
from it all to explore the world... You love to
explore and travel, and if that's not possible
in reality, you'll just think and day-dream
about it. You're probably very curious.

Which Japanese name fits you best? [females, 9 results + absolutely stunning ANIME pictures!]
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What is the meaning of your Name?

Your First Name of: Janice

Although the name Janice creates the urge to be reliable and responsible, we emphasize that it can cause a superior, interfering expression whose favorite expression is "I know" when not combined with a balanced last name. This name, when not combined with a balanced last name, can also frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses through worry and mental tension.

Your name of Janice gives you a clever mind, good business judgment, a sense of responsibility, and an appreciation of the finer things of life. You are serious-minded and not inclined to make light of things even in little ways, and in your younger years you had more mature interests than others your age. Home and family mean a great deal to you and it is natural that you should desire the security of a peaceful, settled home environment where you can enjoy the companionship of family and friends. Whatever you set out to accomplish you do your very best to complete in accordance with what you consider to be right.


Mmmmm.....sounds right to me.

To find out what's the meaning of your name check out this link: http://www.kabalarians.com/cfm/your.cfm

Relaxing with Chinx

September 10, Chinkey’s last day to work at Nexus. It is only a week long experience for us to be office mates hehehe but I really had a grand time with this gal. Though that week (Sept -10) was really a busy week for me, we still managed to find time together to have a little talk and dinner, Friday night (Sept. 9) with Cyrus!

Saturday, Sept. 10, after we tried our best to persuade Cyrus to treat us to Starbucks for a cup of frap, tsk tsk tsk, Cyrus played as kunat as ever you can imagine!!!
So, to make our cravings come to life, me and Chinx went to the nearest Starbucks (Starbucks near Makati Shang).

I had this :

While Chinkey satisfied her taste buds with these :
That afternoon was filled with laughter, dream sharing, and many girly talks you can have. We chilled there for more than 4 hours. Wow! Sulit to the max ang 1 Tall Rhumba ko! Hehehe.



More pics.... Peace tayo sister ha! [ Mwah! Miz Yah ]

Whatta Day! (August 28, 2005)

Though this is more than a month old, still decided to post it!

This was the very first badminton game I had with Mae and my aunt, Beck and the rest of her kapit-bahay pals. After perspiring for almost 2 hours, we call it a game. Headed to a place where we can rev up our empty stomach. We rounded Manila and Q.C in a search of a nice place to chill and eat. First choice was Baywalk, Manila. But due to a sudden downpour, we moved to Q.C. After an hour of resto search, we finally landed to Gerrys Grill, Scout Tuazon. Whew!

Here are some souvenir pics of how we devoured almost ten dishes and lots of rice. Hehehe

BEFORE















AFTER





























Time to pay the Bills.

(Magkano inabot Ate Beck?)


After a fulfilling dinner. It is time to go home.
Good gracious, we pass by the very popular Big Brother House.

Ofcourse, we do not want to waste this opportunity. I immediately stepped out of the car and tsaran...











We even wanted to go sing-along that night but its getting late, hehehe
Let us just say, our energies that night are soaring high.

Mah Blog STILL under construction!!!

Whew! For several days, better say weeks, i've been using my spare time fixing my blog! I really wanna come up with a nice template or view that will somehow show my identity! I have had several changes done on my blog template, until I finally crossed with one that I liked most! The major problem was, i don't know to make it appear exactly the same as what the sample template shows...to cut the story short, I have gone through series of sleepless nights or even sleepless dawns, just figuring out how to make my blog nice and presentable.

I'm glad!!!...... Finally......YES!!!! (with matching cartwheel move..hehehe) Thiz is IT!!! (So, what can you say??? Is it nice? Or just So-so?? ) Well, I am starting to see the blog design I was waiting to see, the main reason why I can't go on with my postings ( Whew! Had several backlog posts on que now...and the number is now increasing....need to update my blog now!!!!).

Few but long..as in long html coding is still needed and is still under construction...(too bad, I'm almost a first grader on such codings, programming, etc.) Oh My! I can't even claim that I'm a Bachelor of Science in Computer Science GRADUATE!!! Whhhhuuuauaaaahhhhhhh!!!! I can't create one!
Hey, but i can understand the codings though and in fact still can do some alterations! Hah! :P

Well, for those who once in a while peek on my blog ... I'm back on tracks, expect more posting to come! Yipeee!

Eric Benet's "The Last Time"

"The Last Time"

The first time I fell in love was long ago.
I didn't know how to give my love at all.
The next time I settled for what felt so close.
But without romance, you're never gonna fall.

After everything I've learned;
Now it's finally my turn.
This is the last time I'll fall... in love.

The first time we walked under that starry sky,
there was a moment when everything was clear.
I didn't need to ask or even wonder why, because each question is answered when your near.
and I'm wise enough to know when a miracle unfolds, this is the last time i'll fall in love.

Now don't hold back, just let me know.
Could i be moving much too fast or way too slow.
'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day.
To find that once in a lifetime, this is it, I'll never be the same.

You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words.
And now that I've said them, they could never be enough.
As far as I can see, there's only you and only me.

This is the last time I'll fall in love.
Last time i'll fall in love.
The last time i'll fall... in love.

>> Been listenin' to this song at Wave 89.1, also enjoying Eric Benet's music played during "Dream Sounds" and "Feel Good Friday" Sessions. This song is currently on the top spot at "Top 8 at 8" for weeks, outshining Craig David's "All The Way".

For more info visit http://www.ericbenet.net/ . Enjoy four of his songs played on this site. (Hurricane, Pretty Baby, I Wanna Be Loved and ofcourse, The Last time)

A day with Friends (Aug 14)

Still at doze from a not so fun chat with my beau, I compelled my eyes then gaped on the lights. 10AM our call time at Robinsons Galleria.

A family Day with the Padua’s and Divinagracia Sisters, I brought my youngest bro along to watch Charlie and the Cholocate factory.




Boy, loved to have a bite on one of those wonka bars too…hehehe

Also had fun at Dreamscape. Though the rides were really meant for “kids”, the roller coaster ride made grown ups like Me and Lady, to had a so-so fun too. Though not as fun as that rides of Enchanted Kingdom and Star City.

After the glee brought by the loot bags, movie and rides, we call the day off by taking few stroll on boutiques. Oh my, girl power over rules the desire of releasing the kikay spirit I have within…hehehe

A few more store and Charan!!!…..I rewarded myself of this pair of chic earrings.






Lady also had hers and boy, she loved it. Not a certifide kikay though, but I knew she has that spirit to be one. I just need to push her some more (Sings: “Push it, push it some more…” hehehe) and make her express her inner soul. Need to create a desire to be in vogue.

As the day bids goodnight, I met old highschool buddies Adrian and Chette. We chit and chat, laugh and dine then chit and chat and laugh and dine then chat and laugh and laugh until midnight. Sumakit nga panga ang tyan ko eh. Even cried because of too much laughing…Those 2 were really hilarious.

Boy, had a grand time with them.

We talked of senseless topics ever. Kamustahan galore and reminiscing, the best part was reminiscing our good old days. Hahaha

I loved being with them once again.

Here are some of our pics.