Late Night Asinine

Yey! Am back! My PC subsist!

An angel lend me one of his spare gadget (RAM) and tada! --- my pc, back on track....

and so as I....scribbling...jotting thoughts....surf...surf...surf (not the detergent pullliizzz)

Oooopppsss, its late.

No work for students at all levels ( Hooorrraaayy) they say... but for working buds... we have to wait for another holiday *frown*

Time to sleep or I will be late (for sure) today.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

lemme check....

You Are 70% Left Brained, 30% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

ahhh....ok :P

Happy Valentines Day!

There's a lot reason to celebrate this day. (decode...decode NOT this sentence pls. :P)

Few hours before the official Hearts Day, a couple of pals already sent their greetings in advance.

And because I stressed myself out once more at the gym, I instantly fell asleep, the moment my back touched my bed. (muscle cramps again. huhuhu)

This morning, as i woke up. Checked my CP, *shocked* The very very first person who greeted me as the clock ticked 12midnight, still, came from the most important other person in my life.

Well, I'm not really expecting anything from HIM. But oh boy, he still surprised me in his own special way. *kilig* hihihi.

Simple phrases, simple words, yet these made me feel "Extra-Special"! (again, just you decode NOT what i'm trying to convey here ppulllleeeezzzzz. :P)

Of wonderful text msgs i received this love month, here are some, to which i am proud to share.

From Lady: Feb 3, 11:04 PM

Loving is not what we see but what we feel.
Not how we listen but how we understand
Not how we forget but how we forgive
Loving is holding on even when the pain, dares you to let go.

From Randolf: Feb. 14, 10:38 AM

Why does Cupid symbolize baby angels?

To remind us that Love never grows old.

But why is Cupid' arrow directed at the heart?

To remind us that true love hurts!

Happy Valentines ",)

From Weng: Feb 14, 1:32 PM

It is your HEART that makes you the BEST.

You are wonderful according to what YOU ARE, not according to what YOU HAVE.

Happy heart's day!

From Edric: Feb 14, 1:48 PM

"LOVE" is always bestowed as a gift.

Freely, willingly given and without any expectation.

We don't love to BE LOVED, we love TO LOVE.

HAPPY VALENTINES!!!!

BTW, as i listen to RX Monster Radio this morning on the "Morning Rush" (oh, i am really an aaaavvvvviiiidddd FAN). I sooo luuurrrrvvveee and enjoyed listening to Chico and Delamar, most especially each "Top Ten" they have.

Today's Top Ten was, Top Ten Reasons What We Love About Love. As expected, most batch entries made me smile, smirk and go "aaaayyyyyy" and frown. hehehe...But in between brakes, here's a song that really touched me.

Stick Wit U - Pussy Cat Dolls

Ohhh.. Oh Oh..

I don't wanna go another day

So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind

Seems like everybody is breaking up

And throwing their love away

But I know I got a good thing right here

That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I'm gonna stick with u forever

Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gonna stick with u

You know I appreciate it, I'm gonna stick with u, my baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'm gonna stick with u

I don't wanna go another day

So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind

See the way we ride, in our private lives

Ain't nobody gettin' in between

I want you to know that, you're the only one for me (one for me)

(What I'm sayin' is)

Nobody gonna love me better,

I'm gonna stick with u forever

Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gonna stick with u

You know I appreciate it, I must stick with u, my baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'm gonna stick with u

And now, ain't nothing else I can need

And now, I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me

I got you, we'll be making love endlessly

I'm with you (baby I'm with you)

Baby you're with me (baby you're with me, higher)

So don't cha worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you, and you know me

And that's all that counts

So don't cha worry about

People hanging around

They ain't bringing us down

I know you, and you know me

And that's, that's why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better,
I'm gonna stick with u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gonna stick with u (come on)
You know I appreciate it, I must stick with u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'm gonna stick with u

Nobody gonna love me better,
I'm gonna stick with u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I'm gonna stick with u
You know I appreciate it, I must stick with u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I'm gonna stick with u

HAPPY VALENTINES EVERYBODY!!!

*sing* "What the world needs love....it's love, sweet loooovvvveeeee..."

My PC On Vacation... :-(

Whuuuuaaaaatttttt????!!!! WTF!!!

That was my initial reaction when i found out that my PC was not working.
Ohmaygawd! What the F-c- happened to it?!!!!
Checked all cables...all was ok, check power, ok....checked the monitor...in good condition.

Then I remember my dad telling me that the pc was sort of "stuck-up" daw accordingly to my younger brother.

The last time i used it was Thursday, Feb 9, from 11pm up to 3am of Feb. 10. Nothing was wrong with it....After mom gave out few "jet lee" strokes to my two younger bros, came the confession that they were trying to install something from it and it the machine halt. Of tension on what to do next, they just shut it off improperly.

Maybe because of power flactuation, the board was hit. Must be the integrated video card, that is why there was no display at all.

Gggggrrrrrrr.....i've been wanting to smash those two (younger bros) but...what's the use? Afterall, It will not fix the problem nor wont do any better at all. I can yell to them as long as i could. Curse them as long as i want. But what for? it will be just futile.

I gathered my equanimity, listen to the story, and just tried to call the store from where i bought it. Since it's still under warranty, i can claim for a replacement. But this will take 3 weeks to 4 weeks. Huhuhu! I'll be missing blogging and checking personal emails for a month!!! Imagine, ONE month!!!!

And considering the time i need to allocate for going there, and bringing that CPU on a Sunday. For Sunday is my only free day. :-(

Dad said "Mabuti, mabait ang Ate nyo! Kung ako yan....nalintikan n kayo sakin!"

Oh, just you wait till it's over....you'll find out. HMP! (this is for my two brothers)

X-(

MYMP - Repeat!

Yey! I've been longing to find time to post this...good thing, i'm here staying late on our "working" Saturday sched.

I almost missed this event for my gimik-buddy suddenly had her unexpected guest, and snatched her from me. hehe. Good thing there was my ever-reliable bestfriend Lady to accompany me the whole night. And Oh Boy, we really had fun. :D

MYMP still rocked Araneta Colliseum down! That was Feb 3, 2006. Comparing from the first concert, the repeat was more jam-packed. More people, fanatics, lovers, a throng of friends and even children (little girls) attended the event.

No wonder why, Juris suddenly burst into tears when she ascended on center stage.

People applauded, cheered, sang with, danced with, giggled, laughed and most of all, all were touched by each song, MYMP sang.

Here are songs that really caught my attention, my heart, my soul, my all. (aaaawww)

• Sa Kanya
• Never get over you getting over me
• Nakapagtataka
• Before I let you Go
• Especially For you
• Ordinary Love

Ofcourse, again, i suppressed my emotions. This was one event that tears has no room but of enjoyment and fun only. Of cheers and songs to feel. Teasing may be there, coz lyrics will sure cut you like a knife, but up to that level only. There were introductions, before Juris would sang like "Oh, ito para sa mga iniwan!" Then the crowd goes..Mixed "ouch", "yes!" and "hahaha". Another was "This song is for those na umaasa pa rin!" and one was "Ito ay para sa mga inlove".

Well, basically, never ever let it go through and caught you unguarded. Good thing, I put on my armor that night. Whew! (Buti n Lang!)

BTW, just to comment, I liked MYMP's outfit on the repeat compared to the first. Juris' dress were more enticing. She's more gorgeous and more pretty.

But songs were less than the first. Reason why it ended at around 11pm only. Guests from the first were better than the repeat. Guests from the repeat concern were lead vocals of famous pinoy bands. Barbie Almadis, Lead vocal of Imago, Lead vocal Sugarfree, and oh, i forgot the other...hehehe (memory gap?)

Here are some pictures:

Lead vocals of pinoy bands with Juris.

Barbi Almadis, singing...(oh, she is so pretty)

See the people who attended?

Toto - Post Freestyle member. And so Jinky Vidal went solo too.

Juris and Toto - Duet ( Pretty ng gown ni Juris! Parang syang small barbie! :P )

Ofcourse! Pictures wont be complete without US! hehehe

Since the 9th of that month....

Flashes of memories rushing through her head....

• 3cycle scene: Boy attempts to kiss the girl, Girl close her eyes to feel the sweet kiss But Boy licks the girl on cheek....."eeeewwwww" cried the girl. Then Boy goes "Nyahahaha!"
• LRT scene: It's pass 7pm. Boy is sitting on the bench...looking at his watch...eyebrows crossed...really "simang-ot" to the max. Girl, approches him, (kunwari galit, wala sa mood magsalita). Tactic: una-unahan lng yan! hehehe. Boy: i-iling na lng *wink*
• Boy said to Girl: "Oist wag kang ABU ah!" (ABU = Abusado)
• Girl said to Boy: "Alam mo, AMBI ka rin eh." Boy asked: "Anong AMBI?" Girl said: "Edi AMBIsyoso!" *wink*
• Baguio scene: Girl on Toyo-mode. "Gusto ko gatas!".... Boy don't have any choice but to go outside, almost midnight, at Teacher's Camp...just to look for "sterilized milk". Good thing though, he manage to find a store still open. :P Boy's guyfriend, just teased him with a ganyan talaga ang buhay-smile.
• On Suprise Mode: "Tita, eto nga pala ym number nya...You can text him here"...."O ayan n pala eh, tara kain na" said his Mom.....Boy, pops in the room with grilled pusit on one plate...smiling wide "Surprise!"
• On Sunday Mass: "Peace be with you".... then kiss. (aaaaayyyyyy)
• On Inip Moments: finger wrestling!!!
• On Movie trip: Boy whisper something over Girl's shoulder....."My Precious" imitating Golum of LOTR....Girl screams.....(oh how afraid she was, imagining Golum)
• On jeepney trip: Just holding hands... (missed this so much)
• The Latest Surprise: Girl, heading back to work from the rest room.....Boy rushing to the Men's Room....Girl, suddenly halt, covered her mouth...then burst "Nakakainis ka talaga! Hayup ka!"

Many, many more short glimpses of yester-years. The most memorable of all was:

• It was the night right after Graduation Celebration on one of the Barkada's house. As they walked along the street. Two men, sung "Wag mo na sana akong pahirapan pa. Kung ayaw mo sakin ay sabihin mo na. Wag mo na sana akong ipa-asa sa wala. Oo na, mahal n kung mahal kita"

It was the night She made the most important decision in her life that made a BIG difference.

Since then, HE IS the most beautiful thing that ever happened to Her.

HE made her a REAL WOMAN...since the 9th of that month.

Monday Bamboozle

spl250: hi love!!!
spl250: I miss you na....
jhanacer: ?
jhanacer:
spl250: di mo na naman ako kilala???
spl250: magtatampo na ko nyan....
jhanacer: sorry
jhanacer: pero di ko po marecognize ang id mo
spl250: gusto mo ng clue?
jhanacer: no...i dont need clue but your name
spl250: ang taray ng lola.....
spl250: heheheheh!!!
spl250: punta ka ng tech...hehehehe!!!!
jhanacer: well just being frank.
spl250: dito ako...hehehehe!!!
spl250: sosi talaga...ingles ne....hihihihihi!!!
jhanacer: look...i dont have time for this
jhanacer: if you want to reveal your name, then do it...so i could mark you on my list...accordingly
spl250: ok...sorry na....bati na tayo ok?
jhanacer: and we can have a more sensible talk
jhanacer: and i could add you on my list....gets?
spl250: pero love mo pa din ako??

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jhanacer: ok..fine....like i've said...I DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS
jhanacer: HAHAHA
jhanacer: kainis ka
spl250: pero love mo pa din ako?/?
jhanacer: hehehe.....baliw ka talaga

spl250: para nagtatanong lang eh....di naman sinagot....
spl250: heheheh!!!!

spl250: sori ha...
spl250: hayaan mo..di na mauulit....
jhanacer: uu...wag mo n ko biruin ng ganun...para di kita matarayan
jhanacer: sorry rin if naging mataray me ha...
spl250: hahahahah!!!!
jhanacer: mataray ba talaga?
spl250: ala yun...alam ko naman na mataray ka eh...
spl250: nyeheheheh!!!!!
spl250: uu...pero ok lang....nasa lugar naman ang taray mo...heheh!!
jhanacer: hehe....add kita...para di mo ma-gud-tym
spl250: heheheh!!!! gagawa ulit ako ng bago.....hahahahaha!!!

Horoscope for the Day

Jan. 31:

While wathing movie, Underworld, with my Blue Moon Friend, my cell beeps...

Checked the bag...but still peeking on the screen...(don't want to missed any scene)

There it goes: My daily supply of Horoscope. I wondered why so late? Normally, it comes in the morning..but it was almost 8PM...then read it

Your Free Horoscope is --- CAPRICORN: Everything will go well in matters of the heart - the love affairs considered at the beginning as transitory and superficial might take a turn for the serious. Sort out your papers and put your affairs in order, otherwise you will risk a loss (or at least some worries). Beware of colds and refrain from fats as well as too rich dishes. Slow down your tempo, otherwise you'll lose some of your effectiveness.

*thinks*

Ok. Is this something for me? Well, millions of Capricorn Globe subscribers received this as well. So I'm not the only one being fooled by such...hehehe

*eyes back to the big screen*

Oh, i enjoyed Underworld 2 over the 1st.

Bloody....so bloody, reason why I wasn't able to have even a single bite of my TLC burger. :(

Afterwards, went to Seattle's and grab SBC Javakhula vanilla drink.

Had lots of juicy conversation with my BMF (Blue Moon Friend) until we didn't noticed that it was already pass 12 midnight.

Still at Megamall and Oh boy, we need to part coz it getting so late...

Hay, we better make room for another more juicy interesting conversations. I supposed, one whole day is not enough :P

Horoscope for the Day

It's Jan. 28, am still sleeping...then my cell beeps...

Woke up by the alert....it's 6:24 am....(then i thought "Oh, it's a working Saturday today")....checked the msgs and it's the usual horoscope i am religiously receiving from Globe.

"Your Free Horoscope is --- Capricorn: Even if the current circumstances look gloomy, have a little faith. Eventually, they're destined to reach a happy ending. The universe just needs some time to work out the perfect way to turn this situation around."

then i smiled....went back to get another few minutes of sleep...snooze the phone to remind me that i should get going later coz i need to work. :P

Oh, it Hit Me

• The tension of opposites?

"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you should never take anything for granted."

"Love wins. Love always wins."

• About Family

"The fact is, there is no foundation, no secure ground, upon which people may stand today if it isn't the family."

• About Emotions

1. "Learn to detach."

Buddhists say: "Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent."

"But detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. On the contrary, you let it penetrate you fully. That's how you are able to leave it."

2. "If you hold back on the emotions --- if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them ---you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of the grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails.

3. "Same for loneliness: you let go, let the tears flow, feel it completely --- but eventually be able to say, "All right, that was my moment with loneliness. I'm not afraid of feeling lonely, but now I'm going to put that loneliness aside and know that there are other emotions in the world, and I'm going to experience them as well." DETACH.

• About Aging

"Aging is not just a decay, you know. It's growth."

*more pages to go through*

I'm now halfway through the new book i'm reading (Tuesdays with Morrie).

Enjoyed almost each flip of the page and the insights about life that this book is offerring.

Personal inputs to follow. *smile*

Horoscope for the Day

beep beep...

*checked my phone*

Your Free Horoscope is ---

Capricorn: It's ever so tempting to rush wildly into new commitments and adventures and to make some life-changing decisions to get the bad taste of recent events out of your mouth.

Don't. Move cautiously instead.

* put the phone down *

* thinks *

then...

* Sigh *

:: Mind says = WDF! tsk tsk tsk ::

PacMania

Read on regarding a respected American columnist's glorious review of our Filipino hero's magnificent performance. Something we can all be proud of...

PacMania

And I'm Proud to be PINOY!

What D F^$k !!!

Geez, any reason why my fingers are tapping keys on my keyboard, that i really don't have any idea.

Of why I clicked the link of "create post", i'm clueless.

Duh?! Of reasons, why, why, why....endless why(s)!

Do we really have to have reasons in every move or every single act we make?

Tada...yada....Kzztttzz....Damn! *smiles sweetly*


What's with me?! Hahaha, only the psycho spirit who envades my inner soul could answer.


Here's a dare.

Anyone would like to try to decipher what's going on with my mind now?!

(enghzz, as if many will read you blog and place their comment?! C'mon, be realistic gal!)

Yes, Finally!

Finally, i made it. Enrolled myself to the gym for a month.
Had worked out for 2 consecutive nights now, mostly cardio.
Yehey! The feeling was good.

But not that good after all, for i'm having another emotional perplexity.
Up to what extent, i'd rather not talk about it here.

Will just try to devote more time for thyself and keep my butt as busy as a bee.

I know, i can handle things and situation. For i MUST and SHOULD do things ON MY OWN.

ciao for now. :P

Yikes! I'm getting FAT!

O_oh, geez, am getting big. It was getting very obvious now. Friends keep on telling me that I gained weight! Oh, and my belly now protuding even when i have not taken anything yet! *sigh*

Must have been the holiday feast I've gone through and still on going up to now. Can't help but chomp what ever food i feel like eating. From chocolates to chips, marshmallows, fruits, 'balot', spaghetti, fries, rice and more serving of rice! Gosh, no wonder, am getting big! :-(

Actually, while bloggin' my thoughts out and having such rant on me-getting-big blues, am munching on a "Pringles"...once you pop, you can't stop :P

Oh, I really have to have control...or else i might end up having double chin and triple curves on mid-section.

How I wish all these excess fats would go the breast, hips and buttocks. :P Needed it on those areas. Ha ha ha.

So, need to have some crunches and sensible exercise on my "priority list" in preparation for summer. 'Cors, i don't wanna end up wearing white T-shirts and shorts at the beach :P

Yada! Yada! Don't talk..Work and have it Done Ei Es Ei Pi (ASAP)

Some Good Things Never Last

A Merry Christmas, A Wonderful Birthday, A Happy New Year!! To sum it all 'twas a GRAND HOLIDAY.

First, Mah wish came true. Second, bonus as it is, that I've spent the holidays with my honey.

So much happenings, parties, and gatherings had passed. So much to do but so little time to make them all happen.
Even failed to find time putting such events here at my blog. Had lots of pictures to show or share but days ran so fast that putting them here, will appear to be so so late and irrelevant to date.

Staying for 3 weeks, He tried to make the most out of each day, each hour, each minute and each second he has with me. Served all surprises he had and planned just for me. (aarrgghh...teary eyes...drip, drop...drop...goes down the tears on my cheeks)

From kikay stuffs to dinner, parties, movie and even the book I wanted to have. Loved all the presents I received from him. All the surprises he had for me. Ooh, He still knows how to knock me off my feet.

The feeling was overflowing that seeing him go this morning is killing me softly. Tried to cloak the desolution of him leaving once again. Of reasons I'm still trying to comprehend.

He Flew back to BKK at 11:30am. I tried to act as if everything is fine. As if he was just a casual friend whom I bid goodbye. As if I'm very used at this scenario. Yes, it had been 3 times now. And on the 3rd time, I admit, it still feels like the first time.


Suppressing the nostalgic fever never helps. And writing is the best medium I can get as my refuge. Missing him so much. Longing for him each and every tic tacs of the clock. Checking on my cp to see if he's safe, and ofcourse, going on almost gaga just to hear his voice once more. Not minding on texting and calling him even at my cost.

Geez, 8 months apart, 3 weeks of patching things up…enough..but still not enough. Now am back to the start of "Mastering The Art of Waiting" but now in "Volume 2".

Up to when and what day will our eyes meet again, I really have no idea. (sigh) Up to when and what day will I feel his warm embrace again, that I'm looking forward. Up to when and what day will I locked his lips to mine, that I'm dying to happen soon. ( sigh x 10 )

If another surprise will it be, I know it will be different from the last but much more extravagant.

Looking back, Barbara Streisand's song "Some good things never last" ring the bell on my head...(can relate only on the title but not on the whole lyrics). But 3 weeks as it is, it had been the happiest 3 weeks of my life so far! ( wide grin )

Contented, Overwhelmed, Happy --- I loved the way he make me smile.

Next time, I'll sing "Get Here" by Oleta Adams.

"I don't care how you get here, just get here if you can!"

MizzinYuNaw_SoMats!

He Never Fails....

Aaaayyy....Of several surprises I received for the month of December, I had two that made it outstanding among the rest.

First, was on Dec 9. Already shared it here. T'was the day I received a bouquet. Wow! The feeling was still great to remember. ( eyes battling, *wink x 10* hehehe)

The second one happened last Dec. 19.
Work keeps on coming and filing up to my neck, that i find it hard to breath. Had a quick break, headed straight to the wash room to freshen up...few minutes more, had no choice but to kick my butt off that room and go back to work.

I still remember, I was wearing a frown, too lazy to go back to work...tired and wanted to relax..but i can't. As i let the door closed, there was this man rushing towards the male's room which is just next to the room i just volted out. My attention was not on his face but on his whole image. He was tall, dark, but not handsome because he was sporting a long bushy curly hair. (Brain processing...checking for adjectives to match....kkkzzztttt..."duh! sino 'tong pangit na mamang 'to?")

So, when my eyes catched his as we were just 1 meter away. I grasped...feet locked on the floor...hands covered thy opened mouth, eyes rolled and then burst the following words. "Nakakainis ka! Hayup!"

Without looking back, i stepped back at the office. Mae was there, laughing...teasing me...and I can't help but continue to utter those words "Nakakainis sya Ate Mae...Hayup! Hayup talaga!"

I admit, i was really shocked. Though I had few hints of him showing up on Christmas but i really didn't believed it, for he was saying he changed his plans and will be back on summer instead.

My hands were freezing cold. Though I was looking at the monitor...my brain stop dead. My heart was getting wild, jumping upside down and beating fast. Hahaha! Feels like going back on Highschool days that you finally met your ultimate crush.

Few minutes more...the teasing goes everywhere...then my cell beeps. It was his text..and it goes.

"Honey, I crossd 2200 km of water just to surprise you for this day..."

"Hwag ka na mainis sakin pls."

I smiled...Kilig feeling is everywhere...hihihi

When we finally had a chance to talked, he gave me several gifts which were included in my wish list...Loved them all ofcourse. (yey! *talon* *talon*)

Bottomline, wish granted with extra bonus presents. My my, being a good girl is not too bad afterall. Santa's been really watching! *wink*

My man Never Fails to SURPRISE ME.


Merry Christmas Everybody. Hope your wishes will also come true. :P

Song from Someone

Lilipas Din

Alam kong sya ang 'yong mahal
alam ko ring di magbabago
ang puso mong sa iba'y nakalaan
ba't kelangan pang puso ko'y saktan

Naghihintay, umaasa ang puso kong nais kang lumigaya
Nagaabang , nagdarasal baka sakali ay makita kang masaya

lilipas din ang pagibig
lilipas din ang nadaramang ito
lilipas din ang pagibig
lilipas din ang damdamin kong sayo'y umaasa

Alam kong mayron na akong mahal
alam ko ring di nagbabago
ang puso kong sa iba' y nakalaan
ba't kelangan pang puso ko'y magmahal

Naghihintay, umaasa ang puso kong nais kang lumigaya
Nagaabang , nagdarasal baka sakali ay makita kang masaya

lilipas din ang pagibig
lilipas din ang nadaramang ito
lilipas din ang pagibig
lilipas din ang damdamin kong sayo'y nagmamahal

Sana'y malaman mong ika'y minamahal
kahit na sabihin pang itoy kahibangan
Sana'y malaman mong ika'y minamahal
kahit na, kahit na, mayroon ka ng mahal....

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Though i haven't heard the tune yet of this song, I knew the fact that this one will be categorized under EMO. I am imagining it to be somewhat like that of Hale's or Sugarfree. Slow, soulful, yet with the touch of light rock.

After reading the lines....I smiled, then I felt sad.
Though no metaphoric words or lines, 'tis still captured the warmth of its message.

Is this song really for me???!!!!

Aaaaayyyyy.....I'm so touched.

To the composer, thank you so much....for now, that's all I can say.
Will smile for you always...promise. :P

Whatta Surprise!

Last Friday was an unusual day for me. As the clock ticked 12:15 AM. I texted HIM this:

2day, its bin 5yrs n 8mos.

Hop D magic of dis romnce wil not end.

Though we both know its wearing.

Until wen wil it endure dis tough road?

I dnt know. Jst tke care.

Didnt get any reply, so i continue to surf and surf until it was pass 3AM. Need to sleep but I went on and on. Was not even sleepy at that time. So, as I headed to bed, it was almost 4AM.

Bottomline, I ended taking a half-day work...hehehe

As I dwell into my pending quotes, Mean teased me that I have a suitor waiting outside, at the reception area. I didn't paid attention to what she said and continue working. Few minutes more, Jechele told me that someone was really waiting outside. So, I checked and yes there was.

I had another flower delivery. It was a nice bouquet from Designer Blooms. I signed the receiving paper, and asked the Manong who sent it. I learned that it was from Joan Llave. Chinkey's sister in-law. Wow! This was from HIM. What on earth did move him to send me flowers?

As I entered the room, my officemates teased me. "Ang haba ng hair! Grabe!" they said.

I checked the card and read it. And it says:

Honey,

Flowers for you bec. it's friday.

Ohh...Happy 5 yrs & 8 months.

I LOVE YOU.

Honeymoks

I smiled. A sweet smile with matching KILIG to the max. hehehe.

I was not expecting this. Knowing his being stingy! We were just chatting about this special day that for me was not special at all because he doesn't seem to care. I was wrong. I was ashamed that all the while I was disappointed and feeling sad because i felt he was taking me for granted.

I was simply fooled by that idea. And I was so so ashamed on how I misjudged him.

Well, bottomline, I said sorry and thanked him for making me special once again.

How i wished He was here so I could kissed him. hehehe

"Thank you Honey. Really Loved it. Oh, (sigh) You always like suprising me."

(on close up shot) Loved the roses. :P

Why Do We Love?

why do we love ba?
so we can have somebody to talk 2?
someone who can be der pag gus2 natin gumala?
a person na pwedeng manlibre satin?
magbigay ng load pag 0 balance ka?
taong magbibitbit ng gamit mo?
alalay for short!
eh panu kung di ka nya mahal
would u still love him/her?
would you still continue 2 care 4 dat person?
bakit naman endeeee?
u didnt love dat person para magkaroon ka ng alalay,
magkaroon ka ng instant load & meal dahil libre,
taong gagawa ng assignments mo or projects,
or taong mahihila mo if u want to go out...
if dats wat u think about love well sori ang babaw mo,
loving a person doesnt nid 2 hav a criteria
na dapat maganda o guwapo,
dapat mabait or understanding,
kc once u fall inlove u take the risk of accepting dat person
kahit maingay sya ma2log, ung hilik ng hilik
kahit matakaw sya o sobrang fat na indi kau kasya pag puno ang jeeep!
kahit sobrang moody nya na kulang nalang ay sapakin mo sa inis!
ung sobrang selosa na pati barkada pinagseselosan bad3p dbah?
and ung napaka-arte OA kung baga!
o kahit anu png things
dat would turn u off...
hirap tlaga magmahal trying 2 be perfect kc gus2 mong magtagal
pero endi un ang sagot sa lahat...
ACCEPTING da real person fully
kc if u said na mahal mo sya u dont nid 2find
answers kung y mo sya love...
kc lahat ng tao nagbabago but if u accept dat person
magbago man sya in da middle of ur relationship
endi ka masasaktan kc u know dat darating din un..
tsaka tanggap mo sya ng buo...
mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil
wala ng sasaya pa if u let one person feel na
MAHAL NA MAHAL mo sya without asking 4 any return...
den u can say wow un pla ang
LOVE!